:: Slighty Insane ^_^ ::

yr 11 intervention group.

2006-01-16T17:28:00.000Z

heeeeloooooo. todays entry will be longed but have lots of typos and puntuation failures. sorry in advance.

HAD fucking power cut WOKE UP TO LIKE BEING IN THE STONE AGE. wAS WEIRD BUT KINDA COOL . ooops capps. XD

MHAMHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha i feel so retarded today. i dont even know why. I did crap in english i got C+ in lang (I WANTED A FUCKING B!!!!!!!!!!) and D in Lit (Fucking poems!) but i dont know what sections i got what in yet, but i think our teacher is marking us down because Stef got an E- on one of her sections and Sally got a E on one of hers. I was like O.o. i'm so disapointed. Even B- would have done *cries* i feel like crying. Fucking retard teacher.
Biology was fine, my new teacher is nice but my old like fave teacher left and didn't tell us *cries* and me and lora have swaped names in biology and our new teacher believes us and stuff and i'm Lora now and i got a B not a C xD yeys! C's are soooooo frickin boring.
Spanish - got evils off Rolly because i didn't have my book. oh well she can fuck off too XD
Dt was the worst Miss Hillary came over and like "grilled" me - (ironic as she's a food teacher but not like a George forman grill like talk, yea ...... XD) ("WHY THE FUCK IS SHE MARRIED?" XD) and then started going "omg you dont try" when i'd done all ym fucking work it was so retarded and then she put me into this Intervention grouop and i think it;'s to sort out my problem as i get C's instead of A's. She's a fucking retard. i like that word today XD
Oh fuck its Nathan's birthday tmoro and i don't have him anything yet lol i'm gonna give him his £10 at his party. Nathan's being a bit of retard too. I always feel lik him and Stef are against me somehow. oh well. guess what they are
RETARDS!
yes!
.... i need to stop using that word.

Miss Smith, or as Amy says, Ms. S. Smith was being less of a retard but wants me to do the hardest music assignment and i wasl ike WTF NO. That's when my fucking intervention note came. Oh i also missed DT detntion - she saw my work why the FUCK should i go to detention.
okay i need to stop saying fuck and retard XD

anyways erm, whats going on, AMY FAKE TAN.... school amy XD well she came to school ORANGE. More than usual with orange hands! we were all like WTF and Nathan wants to invite her to his bday party and i'm like no keep away the 'tangerine dream'. I said that to her face and luke called her a slut, she don't care XD oh well good for her... O.O xD
Erm Niki had her new BF and everyone thought i was checking him out wtf no i was looking at his weird teef XD too much PDA with them too.
And Miss Barker sent in the head of year to check on my tie (she's the retard deputy head who i used to like) and my tie was low and he was like "a senior member of staff told me to check on... becky... mcdowell" and i was like fuck and then i said "god i hate her so much she's such a bitch" and the head of year dint care. it slipped out. mintage. and i sww lord farquot. SCARY guy.
Anyway i'm goin
Peace out retards XD

p.s Lora has a stalker he's v.weird XD

so so fun

2006-01-15T19:36:00.000Z

haha had loads of fun today went to hango ut with stef and nathan and just pissed about and stuff it twas fun and i skinned them at monopoly haha =P lolful!
Then i ate at a buffet *cries* oh well XD be reight.
It was funny we all just messed about and talked about roundabouts and stuff hehe
gota go on bebo so short entry, more tmoro

xxxxxx

feeling emo

2006-01-13T21:25:00.000Z

lalala i feel emo and have had like a really good day on weds, thurs was average and then a really bad day today, well not really ba but school has been suckage.

firstly... I GOT BACK MOVED UP IN MATHS!!!!!!!! as i can do maths and sorta like it (*geekness* *dies*) i'm really happy about this and even if my teacher is harsh and has an extremly blindingly big nose i dont care i've proved her wrong and got my way back up to the top i'm kinda proud of myself. Well done Becky *pats on back*... is that possible? oh well XD

anyway wednesday was cool, had a fight with fowler, my pervery geog teacher, and told him i didn't like him when he asked me. I mean right we have this new head wo does checks and they came in and took names of ppl who had bad uniform and stuff and i wasn't on it until mr fowler grassed me up ot miss barker and it was so unfair and miss baker has now been into tutor 2 days in a row and only sent me out snd lectured me it's so unfair i hate her she used to be ushc a nice teacher when we went on the ski trip when i got sent down because i couldnt do it and was upset she took me seperatly and helped me and stuff and was nice to me and now she just lectures me and is such a biatch and is saying i have a problem and stuff and my fucking tutor has to come out and start saying other bad things about me i just wana say to him "YOUR BALD!!!!" but i wont XD

anyway im kinda drunk xD finsih rest laters xxxx

its chico time o.o omgzz

2006-01-07T16:10:00.000Z

lalalalalalalalalala had a pretty boring normal week well went shopping on thursday and got a new hoody and stuff which was cool and had the nicest subway. erm, started a 650 cal diet from yesturday and yesturday i only had 227 calories! wow! today i've already had 300 i had a bagel and 2 chocs lol oh well and my dads like "your not eating enough" and making me each smash. So today will be bad but oh well. Nikki's coming around later to play croc which should be fun hehe she thinks she can bet me at it "DONT THINK SO!" lol anyway been talking to Amy and made a new friends in her friend Olly which is super super kewl ^^ and i drew a pic and took a picture of it to prove how bad at art i am then realised i can upload them on here because i broke that floppy that day on cam amy shud remember lol oh well i am bad at art!!! oh well i'll get over it lol! anyway i really really need some make up on i feel so pale and blank without it o.O dam this kelly clarkson song is gonna be in my head all night XD back to school tmoro - depressing shit. Plus in english we have to do a speech in front of the whole class and i really HATE this girl in that class and if i do anything wrong she'll take piss outa me o.o "she's such a whore" XD anyway i've been having the weirdest dreams, guess it's lack of food, sooooooooooo hungry oh well i'll survive. hehe that's it reallt in my life, oh yeh am off to trafford centre next saturday to meet up with soem old mates which shud be good.

hehe my entries arnt as funny as amys (but i have a lot more XD *run lol!)

okies, byeees for nowww

xxxxxxx

baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack

2006-01-04T01:30:00.001Z

oh dam, have broke new years resolution number 10 already XD oh well hehe...

anywhoo just come back from Newcastle today, twas okay, got loooads of new topshop stuff from my grandma and some converses and omg we went to see some old friends, my dad old best man and they have two sons, 14 and 16 and i was like "Bet he's a chav" bout the 16 year old but oh.my.god. he was SO fit. I was like ^_^. We chatted for agges and then i wanted to swap numbers, but didn't find a night time until we were right outside, ready to go when i just said "Wanna sawp numbers to keep in touch" so we did and he was unsure bout his number so made me ring it to see if it was and if he didn't like me he would have fake numbered me - so that's a good sign. I left with that feeling of butterflies in my stomach i've never felt for a lad so strongly before. It was amazing and so kewl, but he lives in newcastle. i live in wakefield. it's too far really. I don't know what to text him. But his deep brown eyes, i couldnt help but look into them, and his sandy golden browny blonde hair. I'd only been there for 4 hours and could picture us together. Plus when leaving i went for a hugbut he kissed me on the cheek too, and when they come here in July hopefully it will be on the lips... ^^. Anyway now i have that feeling and can't stop thinking about him ....dam i like him so much and he's not your typical "fit aaar yeh" chav lad that i hate, he's sweet an considerate and i want to be with so much.
Okay gotta stop thinking about him because it hurts that we live so far away... and that he proberly has a gf... i never found out.
erm anyway getting a new pc tmoro hopefully, well going to look in pc world.. well... in bout 9 hours XD i should have been off 1 hour 30 ago XD i better go before i get caught.
byeee

leave comments ^^

Randomly nothingness

2005-12-29T00:28:00.000Z

Woo okay i started a blogger entry yesturday then my PC went all weird and stuff.

Anyway xmas was kewl, i got an iPod streo system thingy dock, my phone - nokia 6230i (early but yah), lacoste perfume, Toy story and shrek box sets, new posh Pj's and i'm getting soem clothes, and most importantly i'm getting a new pc like all for me next week XD yeyness! and broadband so i can finally make a website! Looking forward to it!

So xmas was good, trip to my mums was crap, trip to newcastle should be crap, my dad not buying me new things that i want ><

erm, random chats on msn.

Went to town with Nikki today and got these really good new straightners and went ot the argar (indian restaurant) and i've never been to an indian so everything seemed amazing to me! lol i was like "ooo" and i had a Korma and people say kormas are mild but it was well spicy my face was like O_O then i had this desert thingy and forgot my diet><>

1 - be 8 stone 4 (if it kills me)

2 - grow nails!

3 - stop talking so much shit

4 - do well in exams

5 - stop being a stresshead when i can be

6 - be more honest

7 - get some revenge on my old maths teacher

8 - GET A BOYFRIEND!

9 - erm,get a job

10 - go to bed at 11 pm

XD haha i'm gonna break the last one. Anywayz gonna go nows, byezz all... leave me a message, and

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

meeeeeeehaaaa.

2005-12-23T23:06:00.000Z

Not such a good day.

To start with someone on SEF compred me to MJ and that really got to me >< i was like WTF. I hate how people take the piss out of people it's just gonna make me feel worse.

Actually the rest of the day was okay.

Stayed in and then went out with mates and nikki found danny boxer and you can guess what happened then and me and George had a laf which was kewl and that's it bascially.

HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE EVE!

Just the MJ thingy that pissed me off O.o i'm really paranoid to start with. o.o
oh well.
and now i'm drinking more wkd to drown stuff away (like not having a family xmas.)

great.

and this sounds like i'm seeking attention but i want people to leave me along really.

okay.

byee.

Nearly Xmas! Some people smell!!

2005-12-22T21:58:00.000Z

Sooo sorry for lack of update and stuff, so much been going on and i don't really know how to explain it here.

I got some lovely pressies. These socks from Lora (aka Loree) also she got me a ring and a braclet which is kewl. Nathan got me this kewl makeup brush set and Amy (school) this really posh "Xisses" moisturiser set thingy which was proper expensive and i only got her marshmallows >< whoops but kewl lol.

** oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.......... snow is falling, all around, children playing, having fun, it's the season, love and understaneding, merry christmas everyone! **

hehe. Luke sent me that via bluetooth today and we were playing it in tutor, it was proper funny and we just pissing about, i have a pic from my new phone (nokia 6230i... on contract! I had to get it early because it had to be contract and my number had to be transfered!)

Here it is:

*waits ten million years plus crashage to load* XD ...

I look ultra awful in this pic (first time i've tied mi hair up for yonks so thats why) I'm somewhere in the middle, looking fat and aki was hugging me so i was like OKKKAY! lol and i look extremly pale and eeeeeeek cheeks!!! eekness!!

Anyway then was spanish when me and Loree pondy just messed about and music where Miss smith was being an utter bitch to me as usual, making us work then saying she'd help me and i waited all lesson for her to help me and she didn't then shouted at me for not workin! (I had no headphones - run out - so i couldn't). Silly cooow. And she brought sweets for only her fave pupil Sarah. Seriously. Everyone was like WTF. O.o (plus her daughters a slut XD)

Then Geography, funnyness. Me and Sal and Holly just sat chatting and the hottest teacher in the school came in and Holly was ajusting my mob to take a piccy of him for me and he looks so fine and also took a piccy of his crotch for me XD I used to have an obsession in year 7 - don't ask XD

A piccy of me and Sal i took (still looking like a retard with the hair up!) We were meant to be marking papers but it was just fatty fowler anyway! He didn't care and was perving over Sarah anyway!

Then english, just watching presenations we have to do on our fave film/song and stuff. I'm gonna do Finding Nemo ^^ and Sal's doing Shrek ^^ big kids at heart lol
aaaw i'll miss Sal -.-
Anywhoo 3 FRICKIN DAYS TO FRICKIN CHRISTMAS! wowowow it's well exciting! It's like wOOtage and i know my dads got me a "special present" *hopes for GHD's*... yeh rite! lolness.
Erm so i've just been organsing present and stuff for the last week i guess.

Oh yeh i locked myself out for the first time today, well forgot my key. So i met up with Nikki and George who came down anyway and stuff and went out it was prober cold and so boring and everyone was taking piss out of me and doing my head in and stuff and then left me to freeze outside and buggered off home, cheers. Sometimes friends have cold patches i geuss o.o and if my friend was locked out i would stay with them until they got in safe or text them and ask how they were. But i do have friends who arn't like that. *sigh* Loree wud. Or Stef/ Nathan. Hanging out with them tmoro should be tres kewl.
Dam gotta gop watch only fools and horses, i told my dad i would. Write rest laters xx later tnite promise xxx

Nearly Xmas! Some people smell!!

2005-12-22T15:49:00.000Z

Daddy why do they call it slaaaaaaag???

2005-12-12T17:18:00.000Z

lalalalalalalalalalalla omgzz back to school and i can feel the dullness filling up inside me already.

Firstly the bus was super late but i got to hear all about Dicknotts night out on Saturday night (Dicknott is this lanky random 16 year old lol) and how he thinks he was sick in Fee's bush - niiiiiiiice lol. Richie-Baby's (not my nickname XD) not the kinda person to be seen to get pissed it's funny looolee.

Then i just got to my food exam on time, i was a few mins late and had to walk in with the late people XD and then i couldn't find my row i was like O_O and was trying to spot people from my class lol i bet i looked such a twat and the exam was 2 hours long and i finsihed after one it was so boring especially when i'd shaded in and coloured in every pasty on the whole paper and coloured everybox in with cross hatching. Everyone was clock watching and now i've realised what the most boring job must be - exam invidualtor. They get £6.00 an hour but i would have payed £6.00 to get out of the exam after an hour i was sooooooooooo bored but anyway it ended and i found some mates after my exam wooo and found out i got 43% in Biology, which sounds crap but it was actually a C/B and i was like w00t O_O you had to get 30% to get a C that's all it's well easy! Then breaktime which i saw some mates and stuff it "twas" kewl (twas hehe typo that i'm gonna keep XD) and then spanish and we moved into another classroom to do higher listening and i was sat behind Macca's head AGAIN. Why do you do this to me? ;_; His head is so sexual... dammit.

Then Food to find my teacher has pissed off again so i get no help for my coursework - brilliant. Music next with miss green Teeth, my old year 8 maths teacher who we all hated and took the piss outa (even in year 8 i had piddy for one lesson tho =o) and she was like "Rebeccccaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!" and i'm like 'ouch', "Why arn't you working?" Well if my teacher isn't there to help, why should I?

Then ASDA which was thrillingness ([/sacasm]) When in and Stef and Nathan were acting like right geeks singing to private dancer o.O i really don't like Nathan anymore. And Bitch pocahontus who got with this guy called Josh when he cheated on Nikki (mi Teef) was giving my dirty looks in music, proberly becausei gave them to her first but ya know she made me feel paranoid o.O BITCH!!!! *kills* XD

Oh i miss my pissing about lessons in science last year so much, they were so fun ^^. *cries*

Anyway Physics exam tmoro so i plan to revise for ten mins at 11pm tonight... funnesss eh? and i bought some xmas cards which i must write, i recived one off Kim today which was sweet ^^.

Anywhoo gonna go on msn and talk to *gasps* amiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii (extra iiiiiiiiiiiiiii's XD)

Byeeeeeeenesszz.

p.s I might change my SEF name - msg we with some ideas and PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT!

Oohhh weeeeeeeee

2005-12-09T21:59:00.000Z

Hiyaaz

Today has been guuud, no exams, been to meadowhall with Aki and Nathan (both of them were hitting on me kinda... freaky eh XD) Was weird going without any other girls tho but ya no... mhee.

Well we got on this fast train to sheffield insted of takin the shitty little one but it actually took longer as we had to go to sheffield and this woman tried charging me £8 return with a pass i was like err no so kinda got tiery eyed and said i have not got enough money (works everytime xD) and i got a free journey when the other had to pay yey (they didn't have a pass/excuse, but they did have more money supoose.)

Anywhoo my dad has my new phone and it's so purty and pink and it's being charged but i get it in frickin 5 days because they are transferring my number and stuff and yeyness it's so kewl ive been playing on it and i have one of those bluetooth headseats also i just need a PC suite for my pics now XD woo yeyness.

And i got my dads Dire Straight and some Dude's greatest hits for xmas, Stef a CD, Lora something gothy XD and i got these free photos from this machine thingy i got a free voucher so i printed off pics from ackis phone as it wouldn't work on my gay one it was proper kewl and now mint has been slightly remember by proper and i really hate that word dammint XD

Anyway porr ole Lora, her mum hates her boyfriend who she loves so she's been sneaking out to see him (and breaking a few windows) i wish i could help her but ya know she lives ages away from me XD gawd tight parents. awww anyway she's mintage XD xxxxxxxxx

What else... hm... oh yeh hi Amy who is break from her short break XD missed ya *smiley* xD. And i thought he said something perverted about her brother fancing her but it was just my sick mind XD sorry lol. heeeee.

Anywayz stayin in tmoro, only a few exams left, not much going on but it's mostly good. Apart from my fancying macca so much again and he has a slag gf >< but ya know.

Anyway leave me a msg people ^^ Bye for now <3333

XD

W e l l

2005-12-04T16:24:00.000Z

Well i don't really know what to write that much.

Oh yeh i got a new blog layour as you proberly can tell, if anybody does visit my blog, well i think it's pretty and i hope everyone who reads this, likes it. You can also leave your comments now! Yey finally.

Well i am so screwed tmoro. I have a spanish speaking exam and in the exam we have to learn this questions and this and i havn't even looked at em even tho we should have been learning them for months o.O i might just not turn up. mha. ah crababs. I should be revising now but i know i'm going to do bad so i just don't see the point in doing it.

Well not much has happened since i last posted, I got a new school jumper and stuff but i just feel kind of ugly and eww and i know people say i'm not but i know i am. Plus i slept in and missed talking to Amy on MSN because her computer keeps getting cut. >.<

I got some really cute avatars though off this website but i really can't be bothered with MSN so have turned it off. I worked out how to get downloaded songs onto my iPod though, which is good. I need to downlaod some more.

I went out yesturday with Lora and crew, that was good.

Only 3 weeks till xmas too. I'm getting a Nokia 8230i too, which i'm looking forward too.

I'll post some of the avatars i got.

omg starwars is on TV. *dies*

woah this cereal smells like apples...

anyway...

Purty huh? Anyway i better go.

L O V E

Becky

xxx

people are all the same

2005-11-29T14:24:00.000Z

people are all the same, we only get judged by what we do

I love that song, even if it is by sugababes.

OMG i just made these rock cake buns and their in the oven ad i don't really know if they are rock cakes actually i just felt like baking and then went to see what we had in and saw no eggs or self rasing flour so i was like "shit".
Study leave is boring, and do i study... naaah.
I felt a bit meh about my hair because it's darker than before but now i've realised it's okay. I go through mood swings, or "hair swings" haha i'm getting highlights next time, yeh i wanna be a brunette but a light one =D

had biology exam today. b o r e d. i always finish exams quick and was finished like 30mins before the end and just have to wait about i was well bored and then me, nikki, nathan and Ione went to ASDA. Sally shudda come but she went home O_O i wanted someone to come to leeds with me because in my head i have worked out that my fookin jumper (which wasn't o the train apparently) must be in starbucks, meaning a higher chance of getting it back... yey ^_^
AMY HASN'T BEEN ONLINE FOR AGES i miss her =( and talking of Amy, school Amy camr to exam as such a slut she had her hair in pigtails and a folder saying "boys boys boys" but she just looked like a slut slit slut XD and the boys were just like "WTF is she doin?" lol it's funny to watch them look at her like o.O hah. I drew a picture of her when me, nikki, nathan and Ione sat in art for a bit and i drew alland in a whole new world and then nikki put red paint on it so i made it into a murder scene XD and i can't draw to save my life so ya know. i'm not the typical girl. i'm into maths and i can't draw or sew to save my life... hmm... XD
Maths just makes more sense than art.
ooooooo o omg i got a reply from college! yeh it only said "we are processing your apllication" but that means interview soon and lots of people get straight into college on their interview so i might be in luck.
*goes to check on "buns"*
ooh they look pokeable *pokes*
anywhoo...
It's the maths exam tmoro and did i explain? well last year we did stats (statistics GCSE) all last year and i had the same teacher from years 7 - 10 and we really didn't get on and she was constantly getting me sent to head of maths and stuff for pathetic little things. I went to florida last easter and missed the mock stats exam (oh deear... XD) so i came back and had to do it in the coridor, totally failed it and got an E (one mark above a U lol) so she started to hate me and then just after the stats exam, she gimme a letter saying i was moving down sets because she said i would fail stats.
Then i got my result - B.
I was like HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
So now i want to do higher paper i guess, well my dads all like yeyeyeye meh and he went to see head of maths and for these mocks i have to do intermidiate and then if i do well, higher, but the thing is i have to move back into evil teachers class cos if i stayed in the set i am now, i would have to come back afterschool... so meh. So i have to do well in this or i will look like a twat and have to do intermediate and get a B when i want an A. XD lolness.
I dunno what else to type. I have to constantly keep checking on my buns... sorry "buns" lol because i don't want to set the hosue alight when i'm here alone and i will be like wtf wtf wtf haha and no-ones on msn which is well shokin and everyone's off school O_O minus triple science ppl, who are in an exam. HA.
Anyway i'm off to revise maths, wish me luck, and i might get a new blog layout today i don't know yettie.

<3333333333 byeee.

XD

meh those bitches

2005-11-27T16:31:00.000Z

god friends are such biatchs, well one. she ditched me tonight cos we were gonna revise together and didn't say why, and me being the over-nice friend was like "yeh sure" and i didn't ask why. I go on MSN to find both her and one of her 5 boyfriend is online. hmmmmmmm. conincidence? i don't think so. She would ditch me for a lad as she's gone behind her other best friend's back with her boyfriend. She's truning into something i don't like.
So i logged onto my net MSN, much better ^^

God this weekend has been the shittiest. firstly no-one would ocme to leeds and just me nathan ended up going and i left my bag on the train with my brand new jumper in and the palce to call to get it back aint open and i'm absolutly kicking myself cos i proberly aint gonna get it back.
secondly the biatch ditching me for lads again.
thridly mock GCSE's tmoro and i'm so not prepared and don't even wanna do them at all.
suckage =(
forthly they won't let us in ASDA during mocks so we have nowhere to hang out.

and boredom really, that's all ^^

update more later.

Gillyweeed ^_^

2005-11-22T19:30:00.000Z

Peter splodge brought me the new harry potter on dvd, yeh i've seen it at the icneams but now i have my own copy. Es fantastique ^_^ and it's pretty good quality too, you can see people going to the toilet a few times as well that's hilarious XD
but i nearly cried when Harry returns after the maze *sob* i'm not gonna give anything anway though incase anyone hasn't seen it yet.

but O M G Daniel Radcliffe is so fine =p especially in the bath.

I'm going to be getting a new blog layout too andi want a bit where you click and it says like all about what things mean and like who people are ^_^

Anywhoo i had "study seminar" today for A/A* candiadates or summint and i was like "wtf am i doin here?" and even my teacher was goin "hehe you think you're in the right place" hehe the deputy head seems to like me for some strange reason tho, proberly because she felt sorry for me the time i got sent off the skiing hill on the year 9 ski trip because the slope was too big =P lol hehe

Oh god i really need to start doin some serious revision but all i want to do and lounge about and go on MSN and i am not letting myself log on MSN because i will not revise, i need self-discipline god dammint the mocks are in a week a fookin week it's so scary O_O

Better go, au revoir.

XD

Jesus i fell in <3 with a baked potato!

2005-11-19T16:04:00.000Z

AMY GOT HER PC BACK!!!

Things that have happened sicne i last updated:

1. I went Ice Skating with Offline Amy (toothbrush... haha) and her mate and this lad i know (see point 2) and i got my skate jammed in a pothole and fell over and cracked me knee its bruised it's well funny XD

2. The lad mate ^ everyone thinks is gay kept trying to hold my hand and be alone with me o.o Am tres scared. O_O

3. Got A's in Geography (pervert teacher) and Maths ( 7 7 7 coursework xD)

4. erm... SHAGATE!! lol amy... found out one of my best mates is cheating on her boyfriend with her best mates boyfriend and her best mate may be pregnant by her boyfriend... if that makes sence XD update as it comes... oh god bad use of words
*Note to self, stope using the word come*

5. Have mocks in just over a week O_O *GAY*

6. Told my tutor to stick a white uniform slip up his arse and made it into "white slip confetti" and threw it on people and then got a refferal to "higher managment" lol

7. erm... well one of my best mates got knocked down by a motorbike and was in hospital for a bit but now she's okay. We were like clostest mates for 5 years so i was obiously worried =(

8. erm... not much else really. There will be more and i'll edit to update.

dam, it's cold outside.
*funkytown* i missed amy XD

pointless pointless shite

2005-11-15T19:00:00.000Z

god i hate parents i mean all they care about is my bedroom being messy and if my phone is broken it means not because i've had it over a year... nooooooooooo i must have broken it myself because i'm such a bad kid.
huh, he knows fuck all. stupid parents. litterally. I am clever then my dad. thicko.

funkytown =( amy where the fook are you????

only good thing about today is half of the school were away on poetry day meaning smaller lessons and they are LOTS better. Full lessons are crap. meh. i can really think of what to type.

geography tmoro. full tests results back. woo O.O i already know i have a D in my first test. Mr fowler is so fat. Why the fuck is he married?

and if i hear one more rumour about me or any of my mates i'm going to scream.

roll on college. I like the school but hate some of the people.

I'M SO FOOKIN BORED WITH LIFE.

Nothing exciting is going on and i need something to cheer me up to stop me getting all meh and upset again.

fookin found out have to do more work for spanish GCSE mock than i thought. why do we fookin have to take another langauge anyway? XD it sucks ass.

I aint talked to amy for ages and my fookin phones broken =( Cat aint been online much either.

No-ones going to read this either.

People think that i have so much i guess but they don't know what goes on inside, they don't know what it's like to only see your mum twice a year. They don't know what it's like trying to fit in "Tierd of being what you want me to be". They don't know what it's like trying to study for 12 subjects in one year.

I just wish wish upon a start that the world could change and i could see it from a different point of view.

*sigh*
*listens to happy music*

XD

2005-11-12T23:55:00.000Z

woah my last entry was so negative and this one is so positive.

Well last night (Friday) i went out with Nikki's boyfriend and crew and got off with someone for the very first time. He was fit too. Yeh it was only a dare and he dosn't want a relationship but still =P there's not much else to say on that.

k e w l n e s s

hehe. Went to Leeds today with Stef, Nathan, Lora and Stef's 20 year oldboyfriend came too. It was kewl and some times were fun (apart from this fookin annoying part of skinny chav girls in starbucks *kills*) yeh but we ran around and got home late and stuff andt hen i printed off loads of notes for history.

=)

i just wish amy would come back online.

downward spiral?

2005-11-10T17:34:00.000Z

Why does everything keep happening to ME?

Firstly i have a shit day at school with fucking fat fowler (fowler touched my growler) geography teacher markingo ur tests while putting his gay fucking mozart music on while we worked and him going very loudly, "Becky that was the best answer to question one i've marked this year..."
I was like XD FRICKIN HELL YEH!
Then he went on... "But the rest is crap... you don't know the DIFFERENCE BETWEEN A LEDC AND A MEDC..."
Me: "Whoops i meant the other way around..."
Fatty: "THAT'S NOT WHAT AN EXAMINER WOULD THINK!"
Then he ripped my paper by drawing a huge cross across all my work and threw at me and said, "You better get revising for your mocks." Then carried on to take the piss out of me.

Then Cat tells me Amy has had her internet cut and i don't know when she's coming back, if ever, it's so crap this life i used to get in and talk to here everynight and stuff.

And it was parents evening and shit and all teachers are like, "Becky needs to concentrate for the next half a year"
but all i want to do is just hide away and od nothing because i'm sick of lots of things going on at the moment.
Nathan is pissing me off. He dances like a prober gay and people just stare at him like "WTF" and he's really embarassing and stuff and i hate going out with Nikki and crew now because it's so boring cos they just go about their boyfriends and no-one ever fancies me because i'm FAT and UGLY and proberly not a nice person, but staying in won't help me really get over stuff and i don't know what to do i have so much work and don't know wher to start but i know i have to start revising because i'll get to night before the mocks and go "Shit."
And fucking people (especially n00bs from SEF) saying "Why are you ignoring me" 1. I'M NOT. and i have a lot of work to too i can't be talking shit with people all night who just piss me off and stalk me with emails and PMs about weird love interests that freak me out. Okay some people know who i'm on about and i just want to really talk to my close mates right now.And i put so much effort into maths this year and to go to parents evening and to be told i'm not standing out and wanting more work.
Well she can fuck off.

I know life isn't perfect but why can't things just go right for once.

some sorta weird connection...

2005-11-07T20:01:00.000Z

Is it just me who has some sort of weird connection with their mates? Like they can suss them out proberly and with closest mates, feel their pain and sadness and let it affect you. I know Nikki is unhappy now and i nearly burst into tears myself, some sort of weird thing, the same with Stef and Lora, and with Amy and Cat too.

Anyway whoa... major update.

Friday : - Did i write about Friday? well i had a great day i went to the bonfire with Lora, Stef, Nathan and Lora's mates at Walton on Friday night and had a fab time it was so funny, i actually have pictures from it (that's me, Stef and Lora at the top of this if it works... i'm the one being strangled and smiling strangly as usual lol.) and it was great, so fun and i was like "wow this is kewl" as we took loadsa vids and just had a laugh. I don't care what people say of them, they're ace.

If this works...

Me, Lora and Stef at the top.

Me looking a twat in Nathans Trucker hat lol

The four of us, i looked pissed off lol.

Me, Stef, Lora and this cute guy called Phil who had sexual hair.

Okay, moving on..... XD

Saturday : - Went to Leeds in the day with Nathan and Lora and we went and sat in starbucks. Found out that Nikki had been and egged Miss Smiths house (my evil music teacher who sometimes can be nice...) lol i don't like her so i was like "kewl!" and we had a good time, would have been better if Stef had come but here parents made her stay in and revise or something gay and we were all like "wootage" but nevermind her dad has says they won't ground her anymore, just dock her pocket money... my dad just gives me "the talks" lol and i don't listen anyway XD anyway we had a good day out and i got some lush stuff and the Shrek Box set (Funkytown Amy XD lol)

Saturday Night : - Woah a biggie. I'll sum it up bascially.

1. Went out and stuff and then went down to the navvy (a pub and navigation locks)
2. Chav fight started between my school and another and people ended up in the water XD
3. We met these kewl lads of a dickhead lad and were hanging out with them, one tried to push we over the top in a swing, but as usual they liked my two mates betta.
4. We started drinking.
5. 5WKD's, sipps of randomers beers later and i was a bit woo but mainly sober (by the time i got in i was totally sober - scary o.o) Nikki was giggly, simon was stoned and Geo was totally out of it. Then i had to go home and Si too so me and Nikki had to bascially carry the other two the way and keep them out of the road and i got home and was scared as they had to cross the main road back and even nikki was starting to get a bit woo. Ledgendary tho. Geo flashed loasda people on the way back lol.

Sunday :- The morning after lol. I was fine, so were geo and si but Nikki had hangover lol. I just stayed in and watched Shrek bascially. Great days XD

Monday (Today) :- We had school inspectors in and everyone went riot. Amazingly funny. I kept walking past inspectors saying "Mr Fowler touched me!" about my scary geography teacher thats a perv and no-one likes and we all want him sacked lol so people keep saying he touched them XD lmfao it's so funny. Then went to ASDA after school and me, nath and amy just walked in with a randomer to avoid the pathetic que and iot was so funny we got away with it too hehe and we went and this woman at the cakes let us eat all the samples ( cos amy's skinny i think she thought she needed feeding up - amy school btw) and we and amy were reminising about the past, i've started to think she's kewl again and we might one day get to back being as good mates as we were before she went blonde and slutty, i found a pic of her yesturday with brown hair and a smile from America and she looked like the old Amy i used to know *sigh* lol then i found out that it had been revealeved about shagate scandal (lol) and that somebody got off with someones elses bf and stuff =P can't realyl go into details, they can't see i know but it's bad stuff really XD

Anyway that's a very in depth version of whats been going on... it's fun... i hope life keeps this rapid pace of funnyness...

oooh i almost forgot! ages ago i doddled on the back of a piece of maths homework Stef said she wasn't going to hand in "Becky was hear... miss pidcock has a huge snout!" snout = nose and with loads of pics of stuff and stef was telling me today she handed it in by accident and that Pidcock confronted her about it "Stephanie did you do this?" "no" "who did?" (is piddy thick it said BECKY WOZ ERE xD) "......becky..." "well if i see anymore of this i'm reporting yo both to mr stevens as this is intimidation..." then she needed a parents eve apointment with Stef (wednesday eek!) and next Piddys name on the back i'd drawn a huge shiny nose and she said, "i guess you didn't do that either..." so Stef says she's after me... lol i wish i was still in this class to watch that scene XD and i brought the old pukka pad me, stef and nathan used to each have one and i brought mine and got a new one for more notes and people have wrote things already it's kewl.

oow my fingers hurt.

bye bye then for now

XD

"I've bceome so numb"

2005-11-03T21:32:00.000Z

wow this song is great XD

Anyway sorry about the depressing entries recently, i've snapped out of it now, it was just a phase i guess sozza.

"you had a bad day, let everyone down..."

That song describles my phase, anyway its O-V-E-R.

What has happened since i last updated:

1. Our tutor window was broken fro the 465th time since we moved to the de-la-shed outside and we all laffed as it got sellotaped back up xD

2. Erm... me and nathan went to ponety for another look and i kinda made up my mind...sorta. i dunno. lol. well we found where the vending machines are XD

3. I had a go at my geography teacher XD and he chaqnged my report grade UP XD

4. Erm... i added some stories to my ipod.

5. In History Josh was talking kinky to me and Holly and Sal sent me a note saying how fit he was and he read it XD

6.^ then she went bright red XD

7. I stayed behind in maths for a whole 2 and a half hours to finish my coursework and did quite well and i think my teacher likes me O_O thats a first XD my old bitch teacher walked in and when she saw my working after school looked like she'd an a heart attack loland i was like "god don't you ever put talcum powder on your nose? it's so fucking shiny xD and big XD"

8. erm... i watched lost and am having a pretty good time. *dances like a mad woman* how do mad people dance? XDDDDDD but my world is half asleep... woooooooo.

9. i'm giving my coursework answers to amy but she dosn't get them XD 0.. don't cha

10. Don't cha wish your girlfriend was fun like me? xD

....erm realsied how good mates Stef and Lora and Natha are. Am going to Leds on Saturday with them then to Navvy for bonefire night with my other mates XD

That's all really, Hi Amy, she updated her blog *faintsfaintsfaints*

"I've bceome so numb"

2005-11-03T21:06:00.000Z

.. untitled

2005-11-01T21:47:00.000Z

This is my rant.

Life is a bitch, well better put it, there is some 2 faced bitches in the world who pretend to be my friends... sorry best friends... then take every oppurtunity to take the piss and lie about things they don't even know.
Yeh okay, badminton is not my best subject. But my so called best mate dosn't have to go off with someone else and want to be her partner and then bitch about when i was there saying i was lazy... my true friends told me what she said later. I don't ever bitch about her ever and that's a first really for me but y'know and then she was hardly talking to me and this whole thing sounds pathetic but i was just like whats the point in getting competitive about P.E and shit and taking piss out me behind my back saying i don't have will power because from my non eating strike i ate a tiny apple and about 4 chips. At least i'm not a stuck up attension seeking little slapper who thinks the whole world goes around her and THAT SHE'S THE FUCKING BEST IN THE WHOLE FUCKING WORLD BECAUSE ACTUALLY SHE IS NOT!!!!I learnt today that true friends stand by you and that i have some that are brave enough to admit their sexuality (a mate told me she was bi today) and that i can trust unlike some who think the world is all make-up and clothes and they judge people by just the way they look when that attitude will get her nowhere.
Teenage girls piss me off.... somebody pass me that razor and that god dam strap on XD

And all fucking hallowen hanging out with some wanker loosers and my "mates" playing "who's the biggest slag" contest and their turns to get feeling up by this lad and i was like "yeh whatever i know i'm too fat" so one of my mates told me to stop eating so i did.

The end... i feel depressed but can't eat, all i can do is BE FUCKING PISSED OFF and type this face XD XD XD XD XD XD

i'm a lazy basturd

2005-10-30T18:22:00.000Z

Okay, i admit it... i copied my last post from SEF... yes it was me XD but i couldn't be arsed to type lol and i feel bad so from now on i'll never do it again... i swear.

Amy updated her blog! and mentioned me! She still calls me PG bless lol i aint called her ashe since.... hmmm... since a long time XD

Listening to Jesus Ranch, amy gave me a link to this kewl free download limewire thing and it's kewl (except on dial up it takes forever but still XD)

Where did the holidays go? I have done no revision "whatsoeva" for my mocks or anything, i see those D's comnig back O_O lol i wouldn't care it's just my mean to get A's O_O O_O yeh i know the face is O_O

Well i downloaded don't cha wish your gf was hot like me song live and they can't sing it's so funny i laughed for about 20 mins..

gawd i'm weird XD

Anyway i kept getting confused this morning because the clocks went back and i was like "wtf is that the time" and my dad went "yeh course it is" and i went "oh" and walked into the kitchen... bet you all wanted to know that didn't ya it lightened up your day XD

Well i'm quite happy at the moment, well today except getting dragged out with Nikki ("treehouse doing stuff girl") and George ("The world had ran out of condoms") and Nikki was getting off with Danny everyone 2 secs then says "No i don't like hiM" and i'm like if i could get a oby like that i'd go for it wouldn't care. God some people are so... grrr at least i have funkytown omff.

OMFF = "oh my... FRICKIN FUCK!"

Don't ask, me and amy have weird convos XD i should be on msn but i'm downlaod and i know if i go on i wish never finish this entry.

School tmoro and i really don't wanan go back and Stef and Nath have gone to see corpse bride but i'm stuck in doing this 6 page history essay, i'm on page one and have no frickin idea as i lost all my notes and iddn't put much in my book... okay i didn't concentrate XD it's a pile of wank - why do i care about things that have already happened? I DON'T! (wow >.<) Amy's mum helped me tho...
I think Rob's blocked me on MSN >.< what did i do?
Anyway newcastle won so my dads happy and making me tea mmmm a hot meal.. .aint had one in ages... not because i'm poor, because i snack... where's my shoes XD

ooh tea it's done, better go

XD

shito dayo

2005-10-29T22:20:00.000+01:00

Sorry AGAIN i aint updated, me spazz.

y day was offically shite.

Went to Meadowhall (shopping Centre) with 2 mates and they went off and kinda left me out a bit and they went shopping for tiny sizes and i was like O_O even tho i'm only 1 size bigger than them i still felt O_O as they were "omg were the same size hahahahah!"
and then we went to this model roadshow that was there and for having your picture taken you got £60 worth of make-up and i wanted the makeup so we qued near all these pretty and skinny people which made me feel worse -.-
Then they were all day like "omg i'm fat omg my hair" and i'm just like " shut up" XD then we got the 1.20pm train home cos they wanted to, i wanted to stay but then again, i never get heard.
Then we came home and one mate went home and one went to see her boyfriend so i was left alone as usual with couples just kissing in front of me rubbing my nose in but for once i didn't come home and cry, i'm used to it by now i guess so i just sit by and try to ignore them.
Then i came home and watched x factor and here i am. I feel awful.

now exorcist music is on O_O woo...

i fookin hate me.

going away

2005-10-22T23:30:00.000+01:00

Mood: Pissed off

hiya just thort i'd post as going to my mums till thurs.
Well bascially luke asked me out on thurs night and i kinda laffed it off and then his phone went and i didn't give him an answer. He went to school the next day and deniyed asking me out and is now hitting on Nikki and i wasn't in his "fit lasses" section of his MSN which has now confirmed that i am fucking pig ugly and i ain't eaten for 7 hours and i'm not going to until i have to. I fucking hate my apparance.
Anyway, went to town wiv nikki cos she was too selfish to go to Meadowhall but all shes on about ios her hair and luke and he's cool and everything but there's a tiime when it starts to do my head in when she says she's ONLY had 6 proper boyfriends when talking to me who's had 1 - thanks a lot. But she's ace really lol.
Anyway Amy and cat are on BRB's of no return and i should be packing for my mums but i cba and my dads home so gota go.

Day Rating: 2/5... again.

Post soon.

gay day woo

2005-10-20T17:17:00.000+01:00

My school day was naf.

Bus late, as usual and got to ASDA to find out that the gayasses are now only letting 4 school kids from our school (which is right next to asda) in at a time and you have to wait till the others get back O_O apparently stuff has been stolen - but they can't even prove it was us school kids! Dam them ageist people!

Anywhoo spanish was dull and music was okay but found out my teacher has predicted me a C O_O wtf i used to get A's and my target grade from this offical thing is a B. She is gay, even tho we got lollypops for "working hard" =P
Then Geography - test - GAY - our teacher then said "some of us have let ourselves down and go lower grades on their reports" *glare at me* it's awful now he knows my name lol and i realsied i lost 6 marks by doing a whole question wrong O_O bugga.
English - got a B+ on an essay which is good for me but found out we can't do our coursework again and i got mostly C's and i really need an A so O_O its fookd.
History - dull as ever. my boring boring teacher shouting at us for not having our essays done and stuff and coming up to me "Rebecca are you chewing?" 1 - if anyone calls me Rebecca i automatically hate them, 2 - for once i wasn't even chewing. I said "no" and she said "pull it in the bin" - WTF!!! gawd lol
So that was my enthralling day. Then i had to queue for ages to get back into ASDA , but i'm going out with mates tonight and like my other best mate might be coming down, well i hope so ^_^ as in Sal.
Anyway i'm obsessed with the word gay, don't ask me why.
Might be going shopping tmoro with Fee but Nikki's like "can't we go somewhere alone?" but i can't be arsed to taxi up to hers lol i am a bit of a lazy buga.
Better go, talkies sooooooooooon

Day rating - 2/5
xD

<333333333333

XD

Todaaay

2005-10-19T19:54:00.000+01:00

Well today wasn't exactly thrilling but it felt special for some reason, don't ask me why.
Well everything seemed to go... right. I think nothing has gone wrong, and that's scary.
Oh yeh except tutor, but it was funny.

You know them moments when everything just seems to go quite then you don't realise and you keep on talking?

lol well that happened to me when i said ".... fucking archiology!"
and everyone was like O_O andt hen i got sent out but my tutor was just like o.o haha lol it was funny i didn't even get a lecture on my shirt and tie XDD

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelllllllllllll.............. erm............... oh yeh, one day at school left. woooo. on friday goin to meadowhall wi Fee, Nikki n Ione ( i want sally to come as she's like my new besi mate sort bt ya neva kno ) and Fee's meeting some lad off the net -.- oh gawd that day shud be thriling o.o

erm... and today we still didn't get our English essays back (the only essay i think i've done well in this year), Talking to sam - this jackass like dude - in maths about him snorting shaving of paper o.O lol, Had music and got lots of help from crazy head of maths, which twas' kool, erm had history and we had to do our draft coursework for yesturday and i havn't even started it O_O lol oh well and finally Geography - test time, test was quite easy actually which twas' cool.

twas' - wow. nice word.

Well went to ponty last night and they have apple macs *wow* but most importantgly i have my optiopns down to 5, (we can only choose 4) *drumroll*:

Pyscology
English Language
Music
Geography
Maths

I ned to pick 4 and i need to pick the best ones really, my dad was trying to take me into gay things like Law and Archelogy (that got me into trouble XD) and i was like "hell no!" but there was some well fit physcology teachers and i was like :P one had dreds also and seemed tres cool butt he presentation they flashed up "pupils need marturity" and i was sat with bland Sarah and i was like XD omg i shouldn't do this XD but it looks dead interesting. omfg went into geology and got bored for like 20 mins "our coursewokr is on rock sediment" - NOO! i was like "lets get outa here" O_O lol anyway i dunno yet really... need some advice. haha.
anyway i'll stop boring ya'll.
I hope my layour changed... my other fucked up... cureently looks for another lol

Byeeeeeez for nwwwwwwwwzzzzz

xD

can't talk mush soz

2005-10-18T17:07:00.000+01:00

quick entry as i aint updated for a while buts its been well busy man lol

Well had our jabs today for polio and all that. I was meant to have 2 (an MMR aswell) but apparently i've already had all of that XD and it was funny i found out nathan passed out an had to lie down LOL and he was beeing sooo embarassing today singing gay songs like paris hilton and stuff people were staring at him it's so embarassing cos he has never said what his sexuality is yet he never been kissed. aww. but he can be so annoyingly embarassing like in pe the groups joined up and everyone was looking at him like O_O so me and Nikki kept away lol and he passed out in english before a jab - come on how wimpy! lol anyway i was a it like o.o but it was fine and i just walked around school for most of chemistry haha.
Then after school Sterf had to go see Miss Piddy (the evil maths teacher who kicked me outa her class last year) and i had to wait for Stef and Pidy never said well done for my B in stats O_O well i didn't expect it but meh whatever. and i might be going back to that class jeeeez.
Anywhooo otherwise just got Pontey open evening tonight where i'm 99.9% likely to be going to college next year and its pretty scary really, everythings going too fast - i like high school! well i like seeing my mates lol. but i will miss school soooooo much, even the gay teachers i hate and have hated im my lifetime. But i'll get over it i guess lol
better go get ready, we're giving nikki and some randomer a lift aswell. Tlk soon... oh shit i have a big geography exam tmoro XD oh well and oh yeh i asked alad out for nikki and he sed no but i sed he sed he didn't know... XD

I'll shut up now

XD

XD part 394954

2005-10-13T19:04:00.000+01:00

BEEN HARVESTING A BIG TOMAYTO... FELL IN LOVE WITH A BAKED POTATO... SHA LA LA LA LAH LA LAH...

It's called "Jesus Ranch" by tenacious D... omg that song rocks XD

"... you motherfucker..."

XD

Well Holly and me have been singing it loads today and it's well got into my head along with loads of other stuff hehe my dads gone out and i'm alone in the house as he's at open evening so i can put simpsons and TV top volume and listen to them as i can't see them. sha la la la lah la lah anyway yeh.
Yesturday....
Erm. Normal day at school i think, the usual crude talk about pussies... i mean cats... in geography with our perv teacher... i like being loud in that lesson tho and i've got to known the kewl guys i sit between called Tom and Ollie, Tom has a kewl ipod big one... photo i think... and Ollie has it book of "innapropriate questions, part 1" which features questions like "Would you ever go with a vibrating dinosaur" lol (my suggestion, you'll see why later.)
Still got no help in music from miss smith, but she does only help her daughters friends. Talking of Megan it was the talent show auditions tonight and macca entered with a rap... oooh i hope he did well XD
Anyway back to wednesday we had IT with that awful ms Kerridge woman who just hadda go at us andt hen i went to Sarah's house and it actually was okay for once. 1 - her gay brother wasn't there, 2 - we watched alladin... <33333>a chicken goes up to a duck and says, "whats your name?" the ducks says "donald" and he says, "What do you do at the farm donald?" Donald says, "well i get up, go for a swim, eat, go in and out of puddles, sleep, go in and out of puddles some more and go to bed."
The chicken goes on to the next duck and says, "What's your name?" and the duck says, "Jeffery" and he says, "what do you do at the farm Jeffery?" and Jeffery says, "ooh when i'm not asleep i love to go in and out of puddles..."
The chicken then sees a girl duck and goes over to her and asks her, "what's your name?" she says, "I'm puddles and i'm sick of the ducks on this farm!"

XD how great!

Anyway otherwise i went ot ASDA wi the best people, stef, nathan and lora nad i had to go get and cooking stuff and stef, being stef, decided to sit in the trolley and half way round we got kicked out by this gay little guy who was like a cleaner and i had a go at him and he was like meeh meh meh... wanker. i walked back in with hair up and tie off but only got half cos we wanted to go to cafe XD
oh yeh i got an A- in english when the class were marking peoples essays... thanks Ashley! lol anyway miss gayass better gimme that too ooooooooh gossip well this girl in my class called anna fancies this biology teacher called mr rawling and this english teacher called miss pashley is rumoured to go out wi mr rawling so anna said she was gonna beat miss pashley up lol so anyway my class with anna and people (set 1) with miss wilcok is in a shed (temp.class) right near miss pashleys and the teachers were sending notes via fit jamie millar to each other aned about it and now miss pashley hates anna! LOL mha mha we had miss pashley in yr 9 and she bummed anna and now its like mha myha anyway lol then Matty E (who i used to fancy) gimme a big stick he'd nicked out of the window in english (it's a thing as we sit by the window edges neat the trees lol) and i thought ooo so i took it to histroy and got a lecture off mis gay bennett about it being nature lol and she confiscated it lol it wo funny lol oh well, and yey she's not goinna be there tmoro so me and holly can listen to jesus ranch XD motherfucker!

I'm gonna finish writing now cos my fingers hurt... this BETTER show up lol

XD

you motherfuckkker XD

2005-10-13T19:03:00.000+01:00

BEEN HARVESTING A BIG TOMAYTO... FELL IN LOVE WITH A BAKED POTATO... SHA LA LA LA LAH LA LAH...

It's called "Jesus Ranch" by tenacious D... omg that song rocks XD

"... you motherfucker..."

XD

Well Holly and me have been singing it loads today and it's well got into my head along with loads of other stuff hehe my dads gone out and i'm alone in the house as he's at open evening so i can put simpsons and TV top volume and listen to them as i can't see them. sha la la la lah la lah anyway yeh.
Yesturday....
Erm. Normal day at school i think, the usual crude talk about pussies... i mean cats... in geography with our perv teacher... i like being loud in that lesson tho and i've got to known the kewl guys i sit between called Tom and Ollie, Tom has a kewl ipod big one... photo i think... and Ollie has it book of "innapropriate questions, part 1" which features questions like "Would you ever go with a vibrating dinosaur" lol (my suggestion, you'll see why later.)
Still got no help in music from miss smith, but she does only help her daughters friends. Talking of Megan it was the talent show auditions tonight and macca entered with a rap... oooh i hope he did well XD
Anyway back to wednesday we had IT with that awful ms Kerridge woman who just hadda go at us andt hen i went to Sarah's house and it actually was okay for once. 1 - her gay brother wasn't there, 2 - we watched alladin... <33333>a chicken goes up to a duck and says, "whats your name?" the ducks says "donald" and he says, "What do you do at the farm donald?" Donald says, "well i get up, go for a swim, eat, go in and out of puddles, sleep, go in and out of puddles some more and go to bed."

The chicken goes on to the next duck and says, "What's your name?" and the duck says, "Jeffery" and he says, "what do you do at the farm Jeffery?" and Jeffery says, "ooh when i'm not asleep i love to go in and out of puddles..."

The chicken then sees a girl duck and goes over to her and asks her, "what's your name?" she says, "I'm puddles and i'm sick of the ducks on this farm!"

XD how great!

Anyway otherwise i went ot ASDA wi the best people, stef, nathan and lora nad i had to go get and cooking stuff and stef, being stef, decided to sit in the trolley and half way round we got kicked out by this gay little guy who was like a cleaner and i had a go at him and he was like meeh meh meh... wanker. i walked back in with hair up and tie off but only got half cos we wanted to go to cafe XD
oh yeh i got an A- in english when the class were marking peoples essays... thanks Ashley! lol anyway miss gayass better gimme that too ooooooooh gossip well this girl in my class called anna fancies this biology teacher called mr rawling and this english teacher called miss pashley is rumoured to go out wi mr rawling so anna said she was gonna beat miss pashley up lol so anyway my class with anna and people (set 1) with miss wilcok is in a shed (temp.class) right near miss pashleys and the teachers were sending notes via fit jamie millar to each other aned about it and now miss pashley hates anna! LOL mha mha we had miss pashley in yr 9 and she bummed anna and now its like mha myha anyway lol then Matty E (who i used to fancy) gimme a big stick he'd nicked out of the window in english (it's a thing as we sit by the window edges neat the trees lol) and i thought ooo so i took it to histroy and got a lecture off mis gay bennett about it being nature lol and she confiscated it lol it wo funny lol oh well, and yey she's not goinna be there tmoro so me and holly can listen to jesus ranch XD motherfucker!

I'm gonna finish writing now cos my fingers hurt... this BETTER show up lol

XD

2005-10-11T17:32:00.000+01:00

My day has been meh... mainly.Well it was school and i was all XD this morning without vimto so i thought, no today i won't drink any and see how it goes so i went to school and English was actually okay, Chemistry was boring - but it is science. Then i found the maths work easy so i was all as usual.Then lunchtime was a mega bore, not much happened and Sarah kept taloking about me going to her house ( i hate going XD) and then i had fookin spanish with my teacher aka Rolly Roberts or Rolly Poly Fat Slag Roberts and i was just happily sitting there, talking to Holly about how Amy was talking bollocks when she said sneezing is 1/10 of an orgasm and then the bulb went on the OAP so another teacher came in and refitted it and as a joke i said "aww i thought we were gonna get out of of work then." and Rolly roberts went bright red and screamed at me and sent me out and then gave me a lacture outside on uniform (*sigh*), how i wasn't hitting my target grade ("YOU'RE MEANT TO BE GETTING AN A!!!!!!" o_o), me not revising (3.5 outa ten aint that bad XD) and then started screaming at me about my innapropriate comments and how i'm going to get a bad report. That proper pissed me off cos i didn't do anything so i went to PE annoyed and just sat down and then My PE teacher comes over and goes, "Becky you've lost your ommmph recently that you used to have" like excitement and i was like "everyone's having a go at me!" so my teacher asked me to talk to her outside and she was dead nice so i went into a big rant about rolly roberts and then i realised that rolly roberts is best mates with my PE teacher lol but my teacher was really nice she just kept coming up to me and saying i was doing well (i decided to actually play then) and before i went told me to keep smiling which was sweet anyway i've rambled about bollocks you don't wanna hear.Then i got the bus home and found my mum had sent me £5... i nearly fainted - she never sends me money!
So that was my day... meh XD

Then Amii went and got pissed off wi me >.< dunno why tho.

Oh well... the unthrilling life of Becky.

woo hooo.

A whole new world

2005-10-10T17:51:00.000+01:00

Nathan finally lent me it yeeeeeeeeey.... a whole new world......... gotta luuurve this song <333333

Anyway i thought i'd start again... sorry for the last entries shittyness, x factor rules all. I can't miss it i lurveo that show so much and it's onto the live shows next... i had a real x factgor crazyness last year and it looks like i will this year mhaa...

Anywhoo school was boring, i had the detention at breaktime with miss barker (deputy head person who is actually nice to me lol) cos i got a white slip off my gay-ass tutor. I hate mr westerdale he's 33 and has a reciding hairline XD and he goes "Beckay... (yes he says it like that XD)... it's nothing personal..." he goes all bleuh and then next day it's liek "mahamahahahaha i hate you".
meh... wanker.

Erm... Saturday i went babysitting and just played with Curtis and the baby slept so i was like phew and were just corlouring and making toys it was kinda gay but i got £7 for like 2 hours so its kewl XD Then i went out and stuff... no i didn't... it rained... XD oh well mha

meh my vimto is making me cold but it's tooo good it's too good.

Sunday - went to white rose wi Nikki and got a kewl skewl bag which sez "I wish i was in new york" all pritty and sparkly and lalala it's nice. And i got a top that i actually don't like that much lol but it's okay for stuff and it's clothes meh actually it's okay

Amii... WAKE UP. XD put down that cake... wait it's a person... O_O XD

Anywhoo today at school was boooring and not much happened... music, my fave subject is BORING me and my teacher said i should get a B or maybe a C and i was like :O i want an A bitch and i thought i'm quite good as music so was like O_O and i won't get a good place in college on a C really >_<

Wow i love a whole new world. I wish my daddy would buy me alladin. Dam him.

Ooh i might order it from amazon.

Now there's an idea.

goota go

XD

Gotta be quick

2005-10-08T20:05:00.000+01:00

He said no... yes i'm still thinking about it.
well last time i updated i forgot to addt he most important thingy on my mind... well that the next day Nikki would be asking Macca if he liekd me in that way...

he said NO.
But i was a "friend".

Meh whatever.

:(

Anyway do you like the new layout? well if it works it's takin aaaagggggggesss to show up but i luurve it <333333 thanken ya April who made it. Meeh luvvin.

Will edit a bit... x factor on XD

Catchup...fuck off.

2005-10-04T17:50:00.000+01:00

Sorry i havn't posted for a while i've got this new post screen up and been busy on msn and things and not been bothered to write about what's going on at the mo, as there's lots and i have to remember everything.
Especially tmoro jeez.
I have to remember my DT work to show to this teacher or i'm in a 1.5 hour catchup session tmoro night... i got a letter home and my dad was like WOOT and i was like WOOT WOOT it's just i get well confused in DT as there's so much work and i'm not used to having it on a monday, which sucks, and oh shit we're cooking on friday >.<
Then i have my "Carrears advice meeting" well... we had to fill in this questionaire on the first day and i thought it was this stupid school thing and filled it in silly saying i wanted to be a prostitute and work on street corners and do an A level in spanking XD and when it asked me Sex: male/female i crossed them out and put yes please.
XD
Oh dear, that should be interesting.
Then i have my colour appointment at the hairdressers for a coulour choice and skin test which should be good as they are proffesionals and i'll get my dodgy roots sorted XD
Then i think i'm going out... oh yeh i need to tell Sarah i can't go to her house >.< whooooopsie XD i don't like going anyway.... shhh don't tell her it's well boring.
Oh yeh i'm pissed off cos i lost my mascara then evil amy pulled out the smae one and i was like :O but it was bornw not black so it must have been hers >.< Then i lost/ got nicked in PE my £4 which i'd skanked from dinnero moneyo *cries*
and i have geography tmoro and will have to go back to re-do my test *cries* I have Mr Fowler he's a pervert, Amii sez he wnats to "foul" me XD RUUUUDE
And my basturd carears interview is in music goddammit O_O
oooh lost is on tmoro, and supernanny... thrillingness.
God the biatchs at the back of chemsitry were doing my head in today there's his girl called Charlotte who is reeeeeallllly annoying and all i hear from them is bitch about this, and her friend with the electric hair and the one with the grey highlights... even tho grey highlights girl is okay sometimes to me. haha XD They always have their little private jokes about shit and gay saying and are up themselves... a lot XD
Think Nikki and co are coming down later, so i better actually do that DT... *sigh* I might get a new comment-enabled blog... tell me on msn weather i should.
Haha wounder what the carrears woman will think of me... her face -----> O_O

XD

Livin' on a frickin' prayer

2005-10-01T23:30:00.000+01:00

Oh god i have to go back to Bradistan tmoro... >.< remember the last time... the sucking incidint... let's call it "suckgate" Well it might be suckgate part 2 if Danny dosn't get some of his fooking mates out... and they better be fit XD

Anywhoo it should be dull. Erm what did i do today... went to Nathan's with Stef and did not much woo it wasn't that thrilling as Nathan's parents were in and stuff and i went at 5 and then watched X factor and then went out with Nikki and George aka Teef and Loif lol don't ask anyway it wasn't thrilling we just talked to these pissed people and saw Si etc... bleh i need to go ask about my hair tmoro it's going to cost a total bomb to get it done, 30 to 40 quid. My dad is going to kill me XD oh well lmao XD
Oh yeh and tmoro Nikki's going to bring up the suck and blow game so i might have some practise at real getting off with some fit lads XD... well Danny's mates...hmm... oh i dunno it's going to be dull and they just don't care about me i'll proberly cry as usual and not tell anyone.
I really want to ask Macca out but i can't.
eurhrhrhg >.<

Meh Amii needs to update, her blogs are more trilling than mine with her ((why the fuck is she married? XD)) comments.... omg i have extra teef XD

w00t.

Never mind i've gone weird today and slipped into antoher spazz mode.
OMG i have credit.
XD
Gawd i'm sad... and deluded.
What else to do, to do. Oh yeh we were going to get pissed last night but Nikki didn't want to walk and "mess her hair up" from cinema to pink lizard for fooks sake she's so vain she does my head in sometimes cos her hair always looks nice yet she's like "it's a boosh!" >.< and today they told George she needed I.D to get served and Rich wouldn't do it because he's a knob... no a dicknot... who asked me yesturday if i have a beach ball... o.o... erm...no.
I'll add some pictures to make this pretty, well one pretty piccy that i dunno what or who it is but ya know.

EVERYBODY!

2005-09-29T19:49:00.000+01:00

YEH, ROCK YA BODY! Still lovin that song... and Holly gave me the CD's for my Ipod! Yey! The new one won't work tho as it's kinda strached...
:( but the greatest hits does... Backstreet Boys rock XD
Am i original?
((yeeeeeeeh......))
I've been really pissing Ami off singing i can tell lol.
Oh bugger my dad's home.
Anyway everybody hates Amy at school because she said she hates the irish which is tight and her ex mates had go at her and she's really doing my head in too cos she's bumming nathan and stuff and i don't like her so i've nicked named her Amy Trowell as she wears too much make-up XD Anyway no-body likes her :P hahaha Trowell face.
Anyway boyfriend plan Macca is going okay we had a laugh today and stuff and i offical move the boyfriend-o-meter from 0 to 1... woo!
"As long as you love me"... oh i love the backstreet boys... hommage to them. Me and Holly were listening to them today in Hisotry instead of watching a boring video and just laughing and talking about anus (trowells other name lol) History's fun when i get to talk to Holly... but i don't do much work and am meant to get an A LOL
OMG i have so much fucking DT homework to do but i prefer talking to Amy and Alison about perv teachers XD
Anywhoo english was okay i had to work with these girls i don't like tho >.< their well stuck up... but then Sam did his hair funny and i did Rory's funny and they went to show our old teacher it and hahaha it was funny lol then omg we locked Ashley the Bishop in the cupbaord and when Miss Cocki insisted we had to let him out his opened the door on macca and gave his other eye a bruise LOL bless him poor baby ^_^
Me, Nathan, Stef and Lora wanted to go see a concert so the only one on is black eyed peas and their a bit meh so we saw the 20th December date but IT'S A FUCKING SCHOOL DAY!!! So we can't go to trafford centre before unless we skive. Tight fookin ness i dunno if i even wanna go >.<
Anywhoo i better go offline and do DT *cries*

XD

meh

2005-09-27T22:34:00.000+01:00

fookin meh why the fook am i so fookin unattractive to lads.
Is it my hair? I dyed it.
Is it my weight? I went on a diet.
Is it my group? i hang out with better people.

I just don't get it. I'm going to listen to evanescence and cry... again.

Anyway pointless day. I hate my new maths teacher as she asked me an answer to a question and i'd forgotten my calculator and hadn't done it (as it was dividing funny numbers, piss easy shit) and i said i didn't know because i hadn't got to that question yet and she said i need to work faster, the silly bitch has heard it all from my set 1 big nosed evil teacher who predicted me 3 grades lower in my Stats... haha slag.
Macca was back and omg he banged his head at football and had 5 stichs in his eyebrow and he looked so sexual and spanish went okay but there was a few awkward times and i heard him in the corridor talking to other girls and he was like soo fluent and it just came to him and we can be a bit meh, why the fuck can't he just like me? Guess that's a bit too much but WHY? He looks so sexy injured as well. Oh macca. Why? >.<
Not much else happened, Nikki and Rich had a fight and then it rained and Si went in and me Nikki and George went to the chippy and all the boyfriend talk made me cry but no-one could see me under the hood of my big coat in the dark and rain so they just chated about boyfriends while i cried and nikki did ask me if i was okay and stuff and they are sweet but it pisses me off and i know they don't mean to get to me with all the "love" shit but it really does... why do it (for fucks sake XD)
Okay, i'll stop the shit. Hopefully tmoro will be a better day.

heeyyyayayayayyy!!

2005-09-26T20:19:00.000+01:00

Bleuh Happy Couples
*recites underground song*
Wanna shoot them all with a rifle!
No they piss me off, especially on Saturday Wi Nikki and her BF and OMG it was okay because they hardly touched each other till we got to white rose and then all they wanted to do was make out on this bench so i never ended up getting a new school bag so i was like O_O and then we went back to Bradford and Danny was like "wannaplay on my sims game?" and i was like, "Okay" so his bedrooms this weird shape with the bed like around the corner and Nikki and guy thought i couldn't hear anything but i could hear everything and i was there and she sucked him off... no joke... ew ew ew it was minging! I was like >.< why with me here why? I pretened to be mesmerized in the sims and Nikki's asked me to go with her next weekened... erm... NO THANKS! XD
Then on sunday went to Loras and we took these kewl pics (i'll post when i get them to load quicker and shit) and then Lora's boyfriend came round and we hung out and hacked onto Stef's MSN and said things to her bf lol, well i didn't cos i didn't know her password but lora's bf did so that was a bit meh i guess >.< oh well then we went to the park and hung out and stuff and saw Reg and Emily these wikid people and they went and Lora and her BF sat getting off on the roundabout and i was like ARGHH HAPPY FUCKING COUPLES and i ewas sat talking to nathan on the slide, the most unboyfriendish person ever... he found it depressing too... loads of people say he likes me but i don't like him in that way... ew... anyway then i fell over and got mud on my jeans... funyn tho as i rolled in at half 11 and got a "school days" lecture hehe oh well it was funny and i watched that rep thingy with Jodie Marsh XD haha and oh yeh on the way back to Lora's t go home we got some chips and they were really sweaty so i was like ewww so i gave them to my mate wo was eating them and didn't like them either so i pushed really hard on one side of the tub and flipped them into this chav's garden and they all slid down this widnow and the light came on and XD omg it was funny XD
Today, school :( felt kind of happy and even ignored being stalked by my tutor when asked to tuck my shirt in... freak he followed me like down the ramp and round the corner, i was like "FUCK YOU!!" lol anyway then biology and halfway through Jake turned round and asked me "What's the scientific word for shit?" and he got sent out XD haha that was the funniest thing as day, plus me and Nathan taking piss outta paris hilton wanabees " O M G !" lol XD they suck oh yeh then this kewl girl in my class got a proper bad and unessary lecture by a teacher and then told her to fuck off and stormed out which was kewl and we all cheered and clapped and all got a breaktime detention tmoro... oh well lol it was worth it and we all just kept singing that underground song "DON'T TELL ME TO MIND THE GAP... i want my fucking money back!"
Macca wasn't there in spanish tho... all or day... bet he was ill... poor baby ^_^
My life is thrilling? Nah.
I don't have a boyfriend... still - which makes it unthrilling.

Oh well
XD

NOO YOU WANK!!!

2005-09-23T23:50:00.000+01:00

BLOGGER IS FUCKING PIECE OF WANK FOR DELETED ALL MY WANKING WORK I HATE YOU YOU FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT IT ALWAYS DOES IT AND PROBER PISSES ME OFF

*calms*

Gotta write all of this fucking again, piece of shit.

Anyway well as i was saying >.< i have to go to bradford with Nikki to see her precious Danny and be a fucking third wheel and i don't even want to go but my bag broke and i really need to go to get a new one and we might be going there on the way back so that's why i;m going... i hate mates who just ignore you when with their boyfriends..."omg i aint spoke to him for an hour *kills self*" XD nikki's not bad but can be when with him... and hes a bit of a chav also *kills him* XD
It's okay because on sunday me andt he crazy lot are hanging out at Lora's lol and not doing much... which is always fun... well it was on Kareoke at Stef's last week XD

but once you get involved, everyone will look this way so, you must maintain your charm, same time maintain your halo, just get the perfect glance, of what you have within... that makes his eyes sweat, so please put up your scent...

haha i like doing things like that XD random song words XD

Anyway been talking to Amii my bessio buddio tonight about how Yuber is a wanker... he's just a such a fucking wanker i want to kill the wanker... did i mention he was a wanker? Yes? oh well he's a WANKER!

Erm... school...was okay, got my targer grades... all A's except B in maths that my wank teacher last year edited >.< but i'm not fussed lol

Erm Rich and George came around and we hung out for a bit.. Rich gets on with the Chavs which is weird... then we came in and me and George went on MSN and Rich watched rugby with my dad lol bless him anyway theres been some stirring going on and things... i'm not involved XD yey!

Going to chat to Aminess and then watch crap on TV... like wife swap and lost again lol and crappo morning TV... oh it rocks... especially poker, i kind of watch it now XD lmfao

XD

Sowwie, long time, no write

2005-09-22T20:00:00.000+01:00

Sorry long time no write, havn't go around to and have had a bit of stuff with my mahir... well it went fine then too dark and now fine with a dark bit which actually looks like it meant to be there XD oh well lol, it'll do for now XD It's only hair lmao

Anyways schools been okay, Amy aka evil Amy (from school lol) has been hanging out at lunch with me and Nath and people for a bit and then at ASDA putting on loads of slap lol then me and Nathan bought these trident devil things for 24p and just kind of walked around with them as i put stuff in my dads trolley that added up to quite a bit including this shampoo i thought was on offer xD oh well hehe oh yeh something funny did happen today, well we were in Geography and Kieron wasn't there so i sat in his seat next to Sally and we were just talking and stuff and then he put this diagram of a river up and said "What could bloack river?" and i thought hmm... what could block a river... my big Fat teacher, mr fowler, so i whsipered to say "Mr Fowler could" and she burst into a laughing fit and started choking on a polo (lmfao) and then i think Fowler heard and then asked to see me after class when he asked why i'd moved and that me and Sally had been a distraction - WHAT? Everyone was laughing and talking anyway... gawd he's a fat sweaty wanker anyway... ( as Amiiness saying - why the fuck is he married? lol)
Anywaysa on Saturday i'm going to meadowhall with Nikki and she's inviting her boyfriend Danny *sigh* time for me to be the 3rd wheel AGAIN... good now i have brown hair why won't lads like me? >.< well i'll have to see on Sat if Danny brings any mates... XD *whistles*
Sunday i think i'm hanging out with Stef and Nathan and people and ya know... the gang hehe... it's quite fun with them because i can be weird and wild etc mha mha XD wikidness.
Anyways going to go and kind of turn the bill live on so i listen to them mess up XD au revoir

Brrrown Beast!

2005-09-18T22:00:00.000+01:00

MY HAIR IS BROWN MY HAIR IS BROWN MY HAIR IS BROWN! (beast XD)
I ned to go for a top-up like dye to strengthen the colour tmoro but my hair is FRICKIN BROWN! I'm so happy XD haha i dont look the odd one anymore... well people at school won't recognise me hahaha aceee.
Oh shit i need to do like all my homework... like oh shit... like yeh. I have English and Food homework oh like bollocks. I hate fucking food Tech it sucks >.< oh well... and i have pissing english first lesson and fucking Biology with none of my mates sitting with me, it's shit... oh well... at least i have my new brown hair <33
That's all for now really... Hi Amy ^_^

Shattered Dreams.

2005-09-17T22:43:00.000+01:00

Like the only subject i ever wanted to do and, even tho i get A's and am at Grade 5, to be told i'm crap at it and that i shouldn't take it further really hurts.
Music i'm on about.
And my dad is such a wanker.
It just sucks that he thinks i can go nowhere with it and that i have to do something boring like Law.. he's like oh laws good and i'm like SHUT UP as law is soo boring and as Amy says i'd take piss and someone would walk in and ask for me and hand over a pizza XD then i'd get chased by a fat secirity guard lol.
Anyway my eyebrows are kewl... like mid brown but Stef was scaring me by saying they look green and i know they were taking the piss but it's scared me a lot... what friends huh.. they are funny but just take it too far.
We went to Stefs, well after Lora came to mine and eyebrow gate... well thats what i call it lol anyway i feel relaxed to be totally crazy and stupid around Nathan, Stef aned Lora like i couldn't be with Nikki and George but they bring my rep up so yano... god i hope the hair goes okay, i can imagine the sniggers if it's dodgy... omfg... *hides in corner*

So i'm stuck in life... oh well... at least i'll have brown hair xD

omfg

2005-09-16T21:58:00.000+01:00

so so scareeed...
getting my eyebrows tinted tmoro... and then my hair dyed on saturday... so if George's mum cancels... omfg that would be bad... but its darker than i thought... and i'm worried i'll look like a twat... oh dear... oh well LOL it will not be ginger tho... till roots come though... ARGH! fookin ell why is having ginger hair such a sin! I'm just praying it goes okay!
It's fookin Friday! Me, Georgi and Nik played knock a door run in Cedar court hotel (4 star lol) today it wo well funni then we went into the health spa bit and were asking about yoga and i was annoying this man i could tell lol. It wo funny cos Nikki tried to push we through these changed rooms and out the door i was argh... TEEEEEEEEEFFFFFFFF! (cry of danger lol) andway it wo funny and we just walked down to durkar where these really common and scratty chavs who knew george were talking to her and then these mingers wanted to hang out wi us but they never came lol i'm glad... lads might look twice at me when i get my brown hair.
Anyway school was boring, i sneaked into Mr Bradshaw chem lesson (our old legend lessonswhere me, lora, sally and nikki just pissed about lol) and sat there for 2 mins before getting kicked out to my real lesson lol oh well i just wish i was back in there it was ace and i wish we'd got to stay it's so fucking unfair god dammit.
Anyway next entry i will have unique eyebrows... loras coming with me so it should be okay lol as longas i see no-one like there LOL. oh dear *hides*

XD

gulps

2005-09-15T20:55:00.000+01:00

I have to get my eyebrows seperatly tinted to my hair *gulps* hope it goes okay LOL omg i have bad thoughts of me not being able to get my eyebrows done and having like ginger eyebrows and brown hair lol omg nightmares haha and george has dyed the bit of hair she cut off and she sez it looked gud i'm glad lol XD
Anyway school is bollocks... especially tmoro with Physics, double food tech, history and maths - aka hell. Today we read this story about gay people in english... well it has an "open ending" but nah... it's about gays... or perverts O_O There was some strange convosations going on in that classroom today and a lot of Micheal Jackson jokes lol anyway it was funny wi Sam moffat (womble hair number 2) going on about random things hahaha made me hate english less.
Oh bollocks i have maths and history homework to do.
History was soo funny today me and Holly were listening to her ipod when Miss Bennet (bent neck) left and singing queen "Bicycle bicycle!" and everything went silent and we realised bent neck had come back in lol and we got slightly done and i have like the whole questions to do for homework. Oh pants.
Maths was fun too on Tues when me and Lora messed about and did like nothing... maths is okay but sooooo easy and i don't get to be loud or piss off the teacher anymore lol and i have gay physics tmoro which is sooo boring because i don't get to sit with my mates (lora and Tess only) and Nikki and Sal still get bradshaw, like sit where you want and mess about and he dosn't have a go at them! Titeness!
I want to ride my bicycle i want to ride my bike! hahah that was funny.
Anyways i might have to go to town to get my eyebrows dyed on Saturday LOL instead of the hanging out at Nath's thingy... but Nikki's going to Bradford to see her boyfriend... *sob* oh i dunno yet if it dosn't happen at the shop i'm unsure lol i just really hope they do it XD and it wouldn't be Ledgend George it would be baaad lol =D and i don't want eyebrows like this girl called Lou... she had blonde in her hair and eyebrows O_O >.< yes it looked that dodged.
Anyway Hi to Amy after i poke her *poke* should update her blog =p haha i'm so mean ^_^

Bollocks

2005-09-14T19:37:00.000+01:00

well pissed off with blogger cos i wrote an entry andt hen it cut and didn't save it the piece of shit.
Anyway well big news... well not really it's shit news but Nicola, this pretty and nice girl, now sits on the other side of macca in spanish and he lieks her more than me and it's ovbious he fanices her O_O boo firggetty hoo.
Played rugby last night with wanker comble, rich, si, george and nikki and comble booted me in the face so i got him back many times mha mha
We watched the guys play foot ball... met this sexy guy called Callum that nikki knows... SUNDAY is my offical hair dye day! Can't wait! woo anyway my dads being a total wanker "blah blah i need the computer" its just took me 30 fukin mins to log on and i'm here now so he can fuck off i really really hate him, he does my head in.
I'll tell more tmoro when i have time and arn't pissed off at blogger and my dad.

Hair dying!

2005-09-12T18:43:00.000+01:00

I'll stop being "oi ginner" (even tho my hair aint THAT ginger...) this weekend because George's mum is a hairdresser and she says that she can dye my hair and eye brows for me yey! Brown here i come and i can finally be normal! After that its just the diet! Then i might actually be pretty... meh who knows.
Anywayness (hahaha Amy has a ness thing going on today..... crazyness lol) school was school... what happened erm... nothing. Oooh Joanne who i sit with in alphabetical order had her hair dyed and it looked nice... otherwise can't think of much... oh yeh dumb nathan got on the wrong bus. haha. xD
Otherwise erm... oh yeah i was well digraced that it's 40p for a bag of crisps! What a rip! omgness woot a rip... stop poking me... haha... sorry went into a spazz mode.
I wish guys liked me *sigh* i cried proberly in front of Nikki yesturday about how down and shit i was feeling, and it was weird but kewl and she made me feel better i guess and hopefully the hair dye will too... if it dosn't fuck up *gulps*
4 days to go woo! I'm really excited! I need 3-4 packets on my hair tho lol because it's medium length and ginger has pigment or something daft O_O
Oh basturd i have PE tmoro... at least i get to take my bank bag... OMG YEY! woooo oops i shouldn't say that, that's not my saying... i mean omg woo xD *runs from Amy*
Had spanish with Sexy macca today... like omg he's so fine and so brainy...he's just phwoah... and i wasn't annoying today and he was talking to me like proberly and stuff which made me all ^_^ yeyness. Nikki got her phone taken off her so i'm not off out tonight so i'll stay on msn till 7 or 8 or summint that find some crap Tv or a film to watch.
Yeyness.
Macca is so fit =P
Laters
xD

Lips are turning PINK

2005-09-11T20:23:00.000+01:00

Hola.

Fookin ell I am always the organiser in events my powers of persuasion have convinced:

My mates to forget about money and just come out anyway
My mate to ask her parents for a lift
Just to convince people to come out.

Okay so not that big but still Im proud XD

Like the layout? It’s cute innit? I wish I could have comments but I might make a guestbook and find a away to add it in or something it’s also annoying that noone can see my past entries lol to see when I was happy or sad etc but oh well this will do it looks really cwte I think hahaha XD

Writing this on word cos I need to free up the line for Stef to call me back , gawd how long does it take to have a shower? Stef’s one of those people that I like but she’s embarrassing to be around, so as long as my bestest mates aren’t there, it’s kool. Lora (The rebel who reminds me a lot of Amy xD) is coming too and Nathan (a few people know about Nathan… and yes we are going to the cinema again *gulp* lol)
Well I aint talked to Amy for like a day… and I think my msn went again, sorry if it did… and I wana say hi to her but I can’t connect my net because of stupid Stef who’s been in the shower for like hours XD
Anyway I need to pic up the pics I sent to my email and I’m going to sned one of me george and nikki so I think I’m going to connect.
Aha Stef called and sounded half asleep and usual, great she has no money, the joy I have loads cos of after bday time XD hahahaha. I’m meeean.
Grrrrr it won’t connnnnnnnnect
Me are ooh pizzssed off
*sings to tune of muse*
Face is turning reeeeeeeeeeed!

Haha xD

Don't stray too far from the sidewalk...

2005-09-10T21:54:00.000+01:00

Ooooooh it rained so we didn't have to go see Danny..... i was actually looking forward to going out but was also really tierd so glad i got to stay in bed really and i didn't really want to go all the way to Bradford till i've dyed my hair, which i will do this afternoon. *Yawn* Isn't it weird that when you sleep for longer, you feel more tierd, yet when you sleep for shorter, you feel less tierd? Well it works that way with me and it's fookin freaky xD except from if it's like 1 hour sleep when i'm like meh o_o but that's a different story... that's sleepovers... a totally different section... I was actually thinking last night about having a sleepover tonight then thought nah and kicked it to next weekend xD
Last night was so funny... Nikki didn't come out bout George and Richard called for me and Richard was just telling all of his funny stories and shit lol they are ace.
Oh shit that Basturd Ice cream van is here xD
Anyway then we got told off by them woman at the shop because George dropped a sweet wrapper.. she's this old hag who needs to get over it lol then anyway we went up to my house and Rich wanted to watch the rugby so we went into my house and i didn't know anything about it and everone was laughing at my lack of knowledge but i wasn't bothered lol i know i don't have much comon sence and have a lack of not knowing anything sports. m h a m h a m h a.
Can't that fookin ice cream van shut it's pie hole! Or i'll shut it for him! XD

lalalalalalal la la la i need to go dye my hair when i can be bothered lalalala if anyone comes to call for me in like the middle of the day i will be well pissed off because they said 5 and they better stick to it... they usually come ealier but if we're coming in mine it's okay.
Oooh i need ot text Nikki back...
Okay done... well i'm off to talk to Amy and Alison on MSN now.. Sorry amy about before *huggles* didn't mean anything bad... take piss outa me okay ^_^ x

Yes Mr Beckworth... would you like some tea?

2005-09-10T02:28:00.000+01:00

hahaha vimto goes the wrong way with me xD

Anyway school... what can i say... Fowler is a WANKER. School uniforum rules is WANK and maths is EASY. That sums it up really... and oh yeh my tutor is a WANKER. He sent me and nathan to head of year cos we had black coat andtheir meant to be blue.. ooooooooooh........ and please tell me... how the fuck is this ever going to affect our education? It's not and we didn't go ha ha. Then at afternoon he was being well scary he was like "Becky, read my mind..." and i went "tie, shirt blah blah... you hate me..." (there was a kinda thing with him hating me last year haha) and he was like "I like you, i dont have a problem with you..." and all scarily nice and it was super scary. o_o
Anyway found out that i have lots of pople i dont like in my new science including the biggest biatch who thinks shes right good but its actually really really scratty and not even that pretty xD lol anyway my new science set sucks and i remember walking back in Chemistry with Nikki and Sally and feeling happy and thinking how i so wanna be back there having fun lol but i just hate my new class sooooooooo much. Oh well *sign and die*
Anyway yesturday night was fun, it rained so me and George went out and splashed in puddles and got SOAKED it was well funny cos people were looking at us like we were crazy... O_O *whistles* xD Nikki is sooo vain she stayed in with Fee lol kinda don't blame her but it was fun XD
Woo going to Bradford to see Danny tmoro.......... -.- woo. woo.. mha mha. Not really woo but y know, and i dont really look good enought to meet his mates...
Anyway i'm getting a new blogger skin hopefully stay tuned!

Hola again...

2005-09-08T15:54:00.000+01:00

Internet been down a bit so not many updates - sorry.
Not been upto mushc, just school. Holly's hadt he operation to shorten her toes so shes in a wheelchair for 3 more weeks and i've been helping her out and things from the lessons i'm with her in and i saw her mum and she said she liked me new hair colour and stuff which was nice ^_^ but i hope this way i can get to be like the friends we were before with Holly because we both let it slip i guess and i am kinda upset about her having to be in a wheelchair because she was my best friend for 8 years. Some people just push her down ramps lol which isn't funny but it is XD no i'm being mean, they don't do it don't big ones XD
Anyway tension is brewing between people in my tutor, i've heard peopel call each other "fucking retards" more than once this week... i just wish we could have one school year without bitching or whatever but it dosnt look like its gonna happen.
and shit it's raining. Bugger.
And i have to like go in ten mins buggar.
Have maths again today with miss Lemon, which is okay actually she's nice, not like Nathan and Lora say shes horrible... bo bo bo i was texting Lora about Vimto (the greatest drink ever XD) but she didn't text me back lol. Guess she dosn't like vimto.
"I don't like vimto, i love it"
Had to be said XD anyway had a wikid night with Nikki and Geogrge last night, me and george went running in the rain then came into mine and did stupid pics on the computer it wo well funi it was like "MR BRADSHAW IS A WANKER" in huge letters and thisthingy for Si that he recked >.< oh well lol. And we saw Si and Rich running to the Kingfisher in the rain.
Rain rocks actually... ooh i might wear my hooch scarf... wait my hooch coat... no i dunno but it's cold and raining thats for sure.
Brrrrrrr.
Anyway Amy has a blog!

Http://cheeserrific.blogspot.com

I think, will get back to ya on the spellings and stuff... wait.... thats right. XD
Gotta go now, going to post on (boring at the mo) SEf before i go to school. SEf is really boring now actually o.o

Since I've Been Gone

2005-09-08T01:58:00.000+01:00

Sorry for lack of updates! I did a big entry then this mother fooker crashed which im still well pissed off about... anyway Scarborough rocked, we just messed about and ran over a duck in a pedalo (whoops) but that girl is Danny obsessed.
"I won't chance when i get a boyfriend"
Yeh, whatever.
All the heard Sunday was about him.
Anyways YEAR 11! FOOKIN ELL! It's well scary, we went back yesturday and gout our ties and timetables and things and just went back to normal lessons... still sat with sexual macca in spanish which is like yey! He's sooooooooooo cuttttttteeee! LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL! Anyway thinking about Macca makes me goey i'm going to stop hehe... but he likes the pretty girls >.<
I had my new maths lesson with Miss Leamon... sorry Miss Lemon XD She's nicer than my evil last teacher who said my attitude problem got me moved down the silly biatch (wanker teacher number 1)... oviously they talk tho cos im sat right at the front near her desk with a boy i don't even know... seating plans in year 11... eeew.... anyway i have to learn all this tupid geography phrases and got yelled at for getting a few marks off my target - big deal ? @_@ (wanker teacher alert number 2) then the perv started going on about squirting hard from his big hose andt he whole class was like EWWWWW! But before that my wanker tutor called me back like 6 times to tuck my shirt in and in the end i just walked away because i hate him he only tells me not all the pot smoking goody goodys (wanker teacher number 3)
So my schools full of wankers... how is that an insult again XD
And yey Amy's getting a blog XD woooooooo i'll link it! You crazyness hahaha ! x x

XD

2005-09-02T07:27:00.000+01:00

Nip and a punch for the first of the month ^_^
XD bascially sums it up. I'm dead excited about Scarborough now... me and Nikki get our own room on a different floor and things... and we're planning maybe a mini piss up and stuff and it's going to be fun. But i need to tell her things that i know i can't because her view will change on me... well about the other side of my family really... my mums side. I sort of want her to know but sort of don't... well more or less i need to talk about it but i can't with my mum... there's lots of reasons behind all this shite that i talk. I'm strong on the outside i guess... i'm SEF's "happiest" member because i put up a happy outside but inside sometimes its not like that. I just wish i had the chance to have a really family, a family life... that i will and never have had. When i have children i promise to let them have it and not be the lonely one who spent most of their time alone.
okay, it's proberly the music getting me emotional... i'll shut up... i'm really really looking forward to Scarborough as i said... i can tell Nikki like anything.
At the same time i feel sad for some reason... i think it's after watching the news with all the peoples homes wreaked and dying hungry people... and some people from my estate havn't been in touch with neighbours and feared dead... i didn't know them, but they were neighbours so i do care. Also one of the London Bombers was on Tv and they were from Dewsbury... where i was born. They have the West Yorkshire accent... they sound like me and my friends... and for some strange reason it's frightening hearing a terrorist talk like that... okay that makes no sence... bascially it's scary knowing that anything could happen as we have had terrorists in the area and just a few miles was evacuated in July...
Anyway, George came back yey! She got me this cute turtle, bracelet and a groovy fan for my birthday and pressies from Tenerife and she met this lad and we are going with Nikki to meet him in York someday soon... and we have to go to Bradford on the way back from Scarborough. Bollocks. I have to meet Nikki's bf's best mate... i think Nikki and Danny are trying to set us up... i want a boyfriend and want to meet him but i know he will be disapointed... i'm got exactly good looking and thin am i?
Oh yeh some buggar deleted the pic thread on SEF too so i have to redo it again... >.<
So i'm going to stop rambling and go and post on SEF and things... my MSN has buggered AGAIN... *sigh* *hyped*
Might post tmoro before i go... (at like 7-8pm) ooh i still need to pack *gets wine*

Woo hoo

2005-09-01T05:00:00.000+01:00

Scarborough is going ahead!!! I am soo excited!!! We leave at between 7-8 on Friday night and come back Sunday night! It's going to be so much fun and like me and Nikki's first Holiday before France... and it's given me something to look forward to loads... omg only 2 days... 2 frigging days... wow yes i go OTT over little things but i'm really looking forward to this as it's going with Nikki and i know it's going to be fun... also there's lad pulling potential going on... weeee. So i'm hyped.
Okay i have to rack this up quick as supernanny is coming on but tmoro i might just be going out round the streets, not much else... but woo XD

aaaw

2005-08-31T07:14:00.000+01:00

Had a great night tonight, went outwith Fee and Nikki and just walked around and chatted... it was great to know i have tow mates who i can talkto and they will listen... welll they will sometimes... seperatly i guess.
But my dad has been dampened by having to close an old forum down and proberly loose some old mates... well we hadn't talked for ages anyway. Martin, Jason, Pinky, Jane, Stephi - i'll miss you and oh yeh Josh lol. Anyway...
So yeh tonight was fun... we went crazy and dressed up and stuff... i wore a boa and was a fairy... and we were running and laughing down this street and i had to walk past my MUSIC TEACHER. Eeek another one who is going to think i am a pisshead and hate me. Not i like her actually, but still, all the science teachers think i have ADHD and am on drugs and its got around school so they all thi k i am stupid and on drugs and moved me out of sets even though i get better grades than expected.
Oh well, i'm rambling.
God i hate this song... that Mario gayass dude who thinks he can dance.
SEF GOT CLOSED DOWN!!! Well only for two days but they are resetting post counts, taking away our privaliges and things and giving supensions aparently... i will proberly be first on their list. Some of the mods there hate me, especially that bitch Katya. Dieeeee lol only joking but she has always dissed me and the warn she gave me was pathetic.
Anyway i feel weird coming off MSN so early but i have to go... well i had toshut my old forum down and stuff.
OMFG OMFG I TOTALLY FORGOT HOW COULD I!!! I MIGHT BE GOING WITH NIKKI TO SCARBORUGH THIS WEEKEND!!! Well if her parents can get us a room and stuff!! It would be the HIGHLIGHT of my holiday 100%!! Woo i'm hyper now i remembered. Nikki is my best offline mate, she rocks. Ashe and Riyuki are my best Online mates... and oh yeh Alison too... and i need to tell my dad but the france trip with Nikki, on her side, is going ahead!!!
My mood has gone UP since i remembered Scarbough!!! We will shout our little thing "TEEETH!" at 3am!
OMG YEY!
Will keep you updated x x x

Superbowl

2005-08-30T21:04:00.000+01:00

I lost big style!! I even had a chance with the green pin and the DJ calls out "Chance for Becky on Lane 6!"
Yes i am talking about bowling.
Me, Stef and Nath randomly went on a trip last night and i was good, except they are really childish and embrassing at times. They start running around and get weird looked and i'm just sat there like okay. Their fun and you don't have to look tip top around them but there is a price to pay in rep i guess.
Well seems like i'm staying in today, going to tryy and do some exercising and stretches if i can be arsed XD

Okay smoozle

2005-08-29T20:59:00.000+01:00

Okay i put hardly anything good in that last post s oi thought i'd repost what else has been going on.
Saturday. Took 3 and a half fookin hours to get to meadowhall which usually takes 20 minutes because the trains fooked and up and we had to go through these right dodgy estates on a coach it was well scary O_O
Then there i did get a hooch coat and scarf tho which added up to 55 quids. A lot of money but its desiner or however you spell it. God i type too fast. After that i went back to Nikki's and borrowed a Cd. But the most important thing is that i'm going on holiday with Nikki and her family next year - how kewl. Well she's invited me and its to the south of France... but i havn't told my dad yet lol the problem with telling me a year early is that i'm getting too excited... and it will proberly be in august so that's what i'm setting my "months and days till i go on holiday with Nikki" to. I hope we are still mates by that time because going to America with another mate did end in an argument eventually and loads of arguments there. We both just were too strong minded... but we're sort of friends now.
One day i better ring Holly for a chat thinking about it, we havn't talked all summer.
Going to go get dressed before i get busted not tidying my room by the n00b. Bye for now.

Itchy scarf that cost a lot.

2005-08-29T20:49:00.000+01:00

Helloooooo.
Mood: a bit better/ itchy.

Dam real wool scarfs... payed £15 just because it was hooch and it itches the hell outa me. But it's very sexual if you know what i mean.
hmm i'm going to look for a new blog layout i think... i like this one but i've had it for like 4 weeks and sometimes things get a bit old.
Oh dam my dads coming home soon and the first thing he did when wake me up was tell me to tidy me room. what a n00b.
anyway after comingback from the horrid day out yesturday i watched only fools and horses and x factor and toy story and came on msn for a bit with a convo with millions of people in which was confusing but fun.
Today... well Stef did text me what you upto but she hasn't said anymore on that subject. i think i will message her.
Bon voyage blogger for now... sorry i type bollocks.

Okay this screen has gone weird but wtf

2005-08-29T06:15:00.000+01:00

fuck you.

NOT having a good day right.

First Nikki goes and rubs her boyfriend in right under my fucking nose and getting off with him like every 3 seconds... but it away... especially when grannies are watching!!!
Then Fee gets all these attention from lads who have never seen her even in real life.

Then i get fuck all because i am sad and ugly and all the lads in the world hate me because i'm not blonde and thin.

And if this blog screws up i will go even more crazy you jackass.

Ex-scape from everything.

2005-08-27T06:12:00.000+01:00

God i felt so out of place today.
I was with Lora and Nathan, even is Nathan is unique, he just looks like a normal lad and Lora always looks so pretty and i just looked... not pretty. Even thought i was in my skinny clothes, a trip to bank and trying on the bench clothes with skin tight ew sizes made me feel even worse. M was tight on me... and Lora actually... but it still felt dodged. Dam i wish i was thin, it's all i want.

Anyway it was fun otherwise... going into the park and messing about on waterfalls. But everytime i saw my reflection i just thought ew and realised why i don't have a boyfriend.

Shopping with Nicola to Meadowhall tmoz... woo she picks up size 8's i get size 10's and 12's. She's pretty and with a boyfriend... i'm not.
What a day i have ahad of me.

OMFG

2005-08-25T20:56:00.000+01:00

OMFG

you know i was on about how i would love to get a B in stats...

I DID.

No fucking way but i did. I got the C in perfoming arts... i thought it would be the other way round if anything.

I must have done a bloody good exam eh.

FUCK ME.

WOW.

Anyway i havn't been out for ages, but it's been good. I'm addicted to sims 2 and just been talking on MSN and sef and it's been pretty kewl so i'm not complaining. I might be hanging out with Nikki tonight but i can't feel too well... but mentally i'm OVER THE MOON! I'n so rubbing this in my evil teachers face... who told me i gonna get an E >.< BUT I DIDN'T ^_^

Ooh i watched the weirdest film last night at BBC at like 12pm it had Aunt Zelda from Sabrina The Teenage Witch in it and this crazy woman who wanted a baby was trying to kill her and stuff.
Very weird and scary at 2.15am when it's dark and your trying to sleep.
Anyway i'm so happy i could burst. Thank you my brain XD

BIRTHDAY GIRL!!

2005-08-21T20:56:00.000+01:00

Happy Birthday to me!
Well i've had a fabo day! As you know i went to sleep at Nikki's the night before, so we didt he bday ocuntdown and the yelling of TEEETH and everything... which was ledgendary, and the sleepover was fun... but orientated around Danny a bit, and she has now got off with him... which means she has before me, which is sort of >.<>

Yey Hollaback Girl. On my Pink Ipod... It's SO cute! I also got £200!

Anyway the best part was going out tonight with Nathan, Stef and Sarah... it was PISS funi. We went to the cinemas to see CATCF and we had so many laughs at what sounded like "willy wanker!" and at Nathan falling off his seat... many times... it was just funny! Then at Pizza hut i fell on the floor from laughing and then Stef went "That looked like u were going down on him!" loudly and her auntie n uncle were stood behind her... i wo like O_O and she was like >.<>
Then she put icecream and pizza in Sarah's hair and it wouldn't come out XD Then we had a dicussion about obndage and got glares from his old couple when we useed the pizza cutter as a whip...
Let's say it was interesting... then my dad nearly ran over a rabbit... it was well close!!! XD
That was it really. Interesting.

BONDAGE ROX!!!!!!!!!!

Glitter Moons

2005-08-20T02:32:00.000+01:00

Hola!
My trip to my mums was eventful. Found out some "home truths" should we say but i'm notreally going to publish them on the internet to tell the world as their... well private i guess. Secrets. Bleuh whatever they just stay inside.
2 Days till my birthday andmy dad has go my pink ipod which i'm very happy about and i think i know where it's hidden! Anyway for my birthday night, well tmoro nite, i'm sleeping at Nikki's yey and her mum is buying booze, double yey, it will be ... amusing. Would be fun if George was there too but she's on holiday. Oh well it will rock XD (except Nikki's dog because it's scary!!)
Anyway my msn buggered so i can't chat to anyone at the moment. I'm kind of bored but looking forward tro a night in and an early night.
Oooh i dyed me hair Lindsay Lohan color with the dark redy brown, yeh it washes out, but i will go permanent when i dare. looolies. Will post a pic soon, am going to take some at Nikkis. Also going to go out and to pizza hut with Nathan, Stef, Sarah and Lora on my birthday proberly which should be fun as those guys rock too and i really miss Lora i aint seen her for weeeeeeeeeeks.
OoOh i also have birthday post which is fab XD

I'll post tmoro if i have time, otherwise it will be my birthday post!

Oh Fook

2005-08-13T22:02:00.000+01:00

It's fooking peeing it darn.

Nikki, George and rich at at the station with the chav lad and i can't be arsed to go down so i'm here on MSN and listening to the sims 2 which i'm leaving them to have affaiars and stuff. Funny.
Have sims 2 theme tune in my head lalalalala.
Anyway going on my mums tmoro till Friday so i won't be able to post. Basically all i do at my mums is eat pizza and watch TV and go to pubs i don't want to and so spend a lot of money on texts and then get annoys when i have no credit. boooooo. It's okay tho cos i have fun with my mum, even tho i barely even know her. Her cat always has kittens and then theydie but ones survived (well i hope it has) woooo.
I smell of amor amor.
Or whatever it's called.
Blah.
Ashe is the best (lol) she told me to put that ^_^ >.< hwhe lol
Burberry smells.
Okay well i don't want to go see the Chav lad with Nikki but hopefully by the time i bother to come out he will have gone so i will be like yey and we can just muck about the usual gang.
Dam Chavs.
Dam them all!
*gives lighter and heads to the station*
XD

Cheese on a leash

2005-08-12T20:12:00.000+01:00

All male doctors and herbie should burn in hell.

hehe anyway gotta go see Herbie wi Nathan and Stef today and everyone is saying Nathan fanices me and stuff but i'm like "noo he's gay" well i didn't say that but ya know xD is it wrong to be mates with a girl when people think your gay?
Erm yes.
But anyway whatever Nathan is he will still be my (strange) mate.
Multitasking with msn at the mo. Everyone is confused lol.

Anyway went to pugneys wi George and nikki last night and walked along the middle of this motorway thing and yeh it wasn't the safest thing to do XD We saw the loosrer cruiser go by and got a few pips from lads / chavs in cars. What annoys me is that Nikki fancies a super chav. w00t is she thinking? Dosn't she realise they are all mingers? nooooooo and it's really annoying because all they go on about is how lads fancy them and i'm like eeeeeeerm because i don't fancy any of the stupid chavs they do. Their fancy guys are stupid chavs who think the most important thing is life is getting off wi someone and talking about people being "frigid" come on isn't there better things to talk about and better lads who are at least nice and don't dress like an accident in a burberry shop... well in Wakey - no. No such luck i'm afraid as most lads are wankers. Minus sexual Macca. he is sexual. Very very sexual and he's very brainy too not like the guy Nikki was texting who didn't know what a post office was o.O dear god.

Anyways hi to Alison and Ashe... 2 sane people i know... or maybe not XD but more sane than chavs lol

God knows these days.

2005-08-11T21:04:00.000+01:00

Hi. Sorry for lack of good post last night i was feeling proper pissed off i guess. Still am cos i hav't got any texts from anyone and there's no-one on msn not even the people i don't know who add me o.o
Anyway 10 days till my birthday. Can't wait for that pink ipod now, i want iiiiiiiiiiittt!! It will hopefully brighten my lack of love relationships time at the moment that is worse when i see happy couples. Bleuh. Happy teen couples are worse. Double Bleuh.
I mean why dosn't Macca like me? (This fit lad i like), he's brainy but not a geek, he's funny and cool and i wub him and have done since year 7 but i know it's going to end in tears as he is interested in other people and i don't think will like me. I just have to impress him. Just one kiss. Please. PLEASE!!!
I'm lively and stuff i guess, not boring, do why don't guys like me? Proberly cos i have pretty size 8 friends... >.< but anywayi have to STOP this going round in my head it's killing me.
Have no idea what to do today. Going out at night with Nikki and George probs, Si's on holiday i think, oh and Legend Rich and his ball too are here. It will be fun as i havn't seen them for a week and missed them so much but i have to get ready and text and stuff and my arms hurt they ache from typing from the kewl RP and other stuff and gr. I'm not even fookin tanned. Why did i go on that holiday... to make my dad happy. I guess it's worth it, it will bet he last one we go on... now that is kinda sad o.O but nah ^_^
Sing good songs good. I don't want to get depressed... cos i guess i don't have a reason to. There is loads of happy single people out there.
And oh yeh i thought my dad had ordered my ipod when a slip from the post office came thro the post but it was a frikin football shirt.
Going to see Herbie tmoro with Nathan and co. Proberly Stef, even tho she is doing my head in cos he always says she's ill and then i text her and she dosn't text me and texts nathan. Yeeezz. Anyway have missed Nath for some insane reason because ytes he's my friend but i didn't expect to mis the craziness as much as i did. And no, i don't fancy him. He is most proberly gay, or confused or wahtever but he's just a good mate and i can't take him and stef to LWV for my bday cos of Nikki and George i have to go sumwhere with them too so i feel kinda meh but oh well things change and move on even if stef won't text me and ask me about my holidays and will send shit to nathan like i do but it's quite fun actually getting message anywaqy i'm typing my thought track now so i better shut up.
Adios till tmz/ today when i get bored.

Pespective on life.

2005-08-11T08:26:00.000+01:00

My week break away in Rhodes has made me realise ltos of things that i couldn't of at home.

1. I need to experience love. All my friends have got so far - why not me? What is wrong with me? It's not that bad looking and only a bit chubby and average really but i justr want a good lad who is kind and caring and not Chavvy and that will like me back but all my mates have guys and i was on holiday and thought "god i need one, why don't i - am i that useless?"

2. I'm growing up and fast. I got so sick and bored orf just being with my dad, he tried his best bless him but i go really bored of not being with my mates and used £35 credit (which did piss him off) I need to accept than i am growing up.

3. That i need to stick to a diet. i am quite porky. But also that i'm not that bad,.

And oh yeh, my dad is going out, or maybe just sleeping with, a woman in a relationship. I read the texts on his mobile, things like "I'm acting the perfect prtner, but wish i was with you in that comfy bed."
EW.
My dad and someone called "Sue" who likes Brain Adams too.
Even my dad has a better love life than me.
God i'm sad.

Don't phunk with me... o.O

2005-08-01T05:39:00.000+01:00

I'm in a weird mood today, even tho its been a relativly sane day, and that's saying something for me and Nik.
lol.
lalalalala don't phunk with my heart.
BOOM.
Sorry.
In a weird mood, told ya.
Just cos they don't agree...
anywayy.........

Went shopping for holiday cltohes today with Nikki and got some shoos and stuff from topshop. and some shoos. Was pretty kewl actually. Then we went to the navvy and richard left his ball there and then blamed and nikki and george for not bringing ti back and we told him it had been chucked in the river and her nearly cried lol then we got it for him.
Bless im.
Then we made bradshaw sex face noises and sat in my back garden, well me and Nikki. George buggard off to Si's.
Nikki bet come out tmox, otherwise we won't go on a legend looser cruise trip for a whole week lol.
Sorry it's short, i'm busy on msn and things x

On Holidaaay!

2005-07-31T05:08:00.000+01:00

Listening to: Green day - Holiday.

Sorry i borrowed the Black Eyed Peas and Greenday from Nath to copy to my PC woo. The Black Eyed Peas has a very... interesting song called "My humps" erm... *cof* yeh lol.
Went to see Charlie and the choc factory legally with Sarah and nathan which was kewl, Sarah was going to come back to mine but there wasn't time after we got this mars bar ice cream from KFC and now i feel sick and wish i'd spent my calories on something else.
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives... on holiday.
Just realised this is the dawning of my life. I need to decide what to do in life - it's pretty scary huh? After year 11 i am alone really, it's my security blanket high school... before i go out into the world alone and make my own desicions.
I want to go into the music industry, but what chance have i go at suceeding? Zero. Not at singing, at like being behind the sceens - stuff it i just want a high paying job really that is fun and i enjoy. But where can i find that? And i don't even know what subjects i want to study higher - Geography would get dull and i proberly wouldn't be able to get into a top music school. English get dull also. I don't know!!
She's a rebel, she's a saint! This is my theme apprently because i just do whatever i feel like, and in the process fucked up year ten at school and have been moved down sets - this hasn't messed up much but means i have to sit through set 2's fuckin stats revision and i thought i'd never hear that again!!
Fookin ell.
This is a rite song.
I miss Nikki, i havn't seen her for a day.
Plus i think Ashe has gone on holiday - and not told me. She's not on her usual MSN spot all day. Oh well.
Gawd the shitty weather is here, but it's better than sun eh?
Gonna go, leave me comments!!

Cheesecake and salad

2005-07-28T03:24:00.000+01:00

Hey there xD i'm getting really bad at updating tis and keep filling ti with crap and no depth and emotion... okay now i am talking pure utter crap.

*stops blogging to put a 20minute speech about how great ashe is*

Ashe is great because she is the queen of all spam and is the best *nanananadas on for another 20 minutes*

Okay i did it!!

*starts blogging again*

She's crazy xD

Anyway i've done nothing today, i played on the sims 2 for hours my eyes have gone o.O my grandparents think i am addicted to computers lol and they also think i am addicted to hair straightners because my hair is like woosh straight and they are lyk omg it used to be so curly it dosn't seem one min since you were a wee bairn... o.O they are from newcastle so most of the stuf they say goes straight past me like woooosh O_O because it's so hard to understand them pet aye the barin aye pet.
Waaa Nikki can't come out tonight and we can't terrorise Calder Grove. Oh well. xD
So that's all i did today. Fook ALL. Fook haha.

Ledgendary days.

2005-07-26T08:10:00.000+01:00

Me and Nikki are bestest buddies and always will be!!!

Well, it's on the fence near my house XD she's a CWT (conkerfied womble tosser) lmao anyway thats all random lol. We were reminisiing on all the ledgendary moments that have happened and were like OMG cos there's so many, most in chemistry with wanker bradshaw!! I will post a list soon when i can be bothered. Anyway we're getting along so well recently and people say we now sound alike and stuf it's so weird!!

Well i went to Amy's house yesturday which was really cool and unexpected as we havn't been mates fior ages so it rocks. We just watched DVd's but ya know, and the parents met again and woo and people say there was no-one else and she was bored but i think she wanted me to go really so it good.

i have to get offline, so ya know, i'm going, but me and nikki are off to fees tmoro to watch movies and i'll talk later xx

Quizzie!!

2005-07-23T05:14:00.000+01:00

Sorry for lack of updates so here's a quiz.. then i talk

Name: Becky
Birthday: 21.08.90
Birthplace: Yorkshire
Current Location: Home
Eye Color: Greeny Blu
Hair Color: Dark Red
Height: 5 foot 2
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: 1/8 irish 7/8 english
The Shoes You Wore Today: little cute black ones i wear for school.
Your Weakness: bees, statistics, erm well skater boys make me go weak XD
Your Fears: bees, operations, bullies
Your Perfect Pizza: Mushroom, lots.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: A* in music.
Your Most Overused Oh shite it's school.
Your Best Physical Feature: erm, eyes or feet lol
Your Bedtime: erm 12 lol
Your Most Missed Memory: being in primary school

Bleuh that got dull but y'know what i'm like really.
7 weeks off. woo. good but i think it will get boring. The lie-ins rock and stuff but i'm sad that i won't have science or maths in the same class again. I really need to get over it.
Also Hol told me something yesturday that she has to have a serious operation on hrer foot and stuff could happen as that really upset me as we are close friends and we have been for years and i really want her to be okey and she's having it in october so i'm scared for hewr and she was laughed about it but i know she's scared and things. I might ring her later actually. We went to the cineams yesturday and then went for a good btich at Burger King lol there was me, Charlotte (holly's sis), Sarah, Holly, Lora and Rosi. It was great because me, holly, sarah and rosi have been mates for years and we have these little mettings sometimes, it's kewl.
Last day today was fun me and natha got some lollie, blower party things and water guns and were spraying people it was funny and then this dude took mine last lessons bleuh so i got some more and after pizza hut after school we (Me, stef and nathan) had a water fight in toys r us and got kicked out it was amsuing as we got escorted by security hehehe oh well.
I hope Orlaith leaves Big Brother. She is a garden hoe.
To be honest i realised since Nikki's been my best mate that i have growth out of Stef and nathan but i still do like them. Oh well. Going to xscape with Nikki tmoz which should be fun even tho i am quite poor and have no money and things oh well hehe.
So year ten is over. I feeel scared. I am year 11. The last year. I knew this day would come but now i am scared - school is like safety, security i guess. Now i have to make huge decisions which will affect my future and get my works back on track and not fook up year 11 like i did year 10.
So now i work over the holidays.
I have to go back up in maths.
Show that bitch teacher i'm no loser, i'm a survivor.

Bondage

2005-07-17T23:54:00.000+01:00

Oh i got my msn back and am having a lengthy dicussion with ashe, ZFC, YF and co about bondage. It's quite fun. Bondage rocks... just don't search it on google OMG lol we came up with some right things about bondage and shows and stuff eeeew.
OMG if they post it on SEF i will kill the/get banned. I HAVE WARNED YOU *gets sporks*

Anywa back to normal i've had 2 days of doing nothing, decided not to go out yesturday and Nikki says it was shite anyway so i'm glad. Have been feeling a bit ill also i don't know why. Oh well.
It's been quite fun talking about bondage, so i think i'm going to go back to it. Last week at school tmoro and i have to find this spanish thing i go a letter about but ripped up and do my maths cw for my evil teacher. But naaah, bondage rocks.

EeeeeeeeeeeeeeK

2005-07-14T03:46:00.000+01:00

Sooooo sorry for lack of updates, been busy and stuff!!
Went to Xscape on sunday with Nathan and Stef and her Vic boyfriend dude. It was okay but all they did was get off and me and Nath were just like O_O get a room the middle of a kiddies park is not the place to be doing that stuff... and they didn't watch any of war of the worlds (which was extremtly naf!) We just had a laugh and then Stef realised that her parents were mad cos she was back like 3 hours late and Stef's parents are really tight anyway i still have her ipod and i listened half of the battery down and now it's totally gone lol she has some right songs on there by blink 182 about grandpa and dogs... ^_^
Anyway work was okay but still a bit boring, had today off WOO only 2 more days! Me and Nikki are plotting our revenge on evil chem teacher mr bradshaw because:
1. We all hate him.
2. He said i talk shite (well...XD)
3. He told my boss that i was a "disruptive pupil"
4. It will be fun.
Including going "teeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeethhhhhhh" and singing, "Mr bradshaw is a wanker, is a wanker!" "Time to go, time to go!"
Hahaha XD anyway Nikki told me a big secret today and OMG. That's all i'll say. Not even George knows.
Anyway been busy on SEF and RPGG RPing a lot and things and talking to Amy (nice Amy ^_^) and y'know, time to go!

Nearly Normality

2005-07-10T07:58:00.000+01:00

Bleuh.
Nerally normality - yep.
Got up at 12 today and my dad was like "You're so lazy" and i'm just like - "DAD. I. Don't. Care."
Bleuh.
Going out was okay, some fun times but some boring also and depressing but overall good. When i first went out these 2 chav guys came i was like "NOOOOOOOOOOOOO I WILL NEVER HANG OUT WITH CHAVS!" But they wern't that Chav-ish and ended up being alright, even though they went after 30 mins. Then we went down to the locks and there was this guy who had a boat and we were talking to him and he went to put his paper on the boat and it fell in the river which was amusing ^_^ Then we walked further on and for a bit Nikki got all moody, but then we stared launching navvy "Pond Water!" at each other and it was okay again lol and she told me something secret and about her latest crush (who is someone very close to her, but i won't say... keep ya guessing XD)
Anyway then Si and Rich and one of the Chav's buggered off and left me, George and Niiki and we went to talk to legend Nigel who told us he took viagara... erm nice O_O lol anyways then we saw Bry and walked her home, and she's really nice. Then i went in and ate this dodgy pizza.
So that was my day. Went to be going somewhere with Stef and Nath tmoz but Stef never texts back/ answers phone and she's doing my head in showing off about the job i wanted and she got unfairly. I so want and fry-up but can't hack and whole day of nath. I've gone off both of them to be honest, Nathan's okay for a bit but Stef is a bit too O_O for me at the moment.
Anyway there is more importent things in the world going on that my stupid frienship situations. the awful terrorist attakcs and stuff - I feel for all those who died or have been affected, like my friend's friend whose boyfriend died... it kinda hit me that's all and fecked up my mind. Dam terrorists - why?
Anyway i'm off back to SEF for half an hour till this film comes on, proberly got a crappy day tmoz. Oh well.
Life goes on.

Warrior Geeks!

2005-07-08T06:14:00.000+01:00

Heyop, been so busy going out with Nikki, George, Si and Moody Richard that i havn't had time to update!
OMG we did the funniest thing to day it was SO funny... we untied a barge at the Navvy locks. I went to George, "Dare ya to untie that!" and Georgi being herself, did it! If Nikki hadn't of caught her by the waist shewould have fallen in aswell. OMG it was so funny it started drifting cos we gave it a push... XD... call this "anti-social behavior" or whatever, but hey - we're only young once. Also got in another ball pool fight with this little twat of a kid... he started on us proberly with the balls so me and Nik went after him and his little sister was such a bitch! I was calling them some right names lol warrior geeks <- word of the week!
I'm starting to sound and act so much like Nikki. Omg. It's weird! I'm staring to say "Yeh" and "No, don't think so!" like her loads and even starting to laugh like her and say "Great Days!" It's cos i spend so much time with her as we all go out every night and stuff... and even if i lose net time, it's fun... especially the barge thing omg i was pissing myself laffin (not literally O_O) it was so funny!!
Anyway work was quite dull, i was counting down the hours - how can they make me do the same thing for so long? Diswasher, washing up, cleaning, serving... bleuh. WARRIOR GEEKS!
Nah off to cinemas on Sat with Nikki and her new BF (Nearly a week!) Josh, Georgi and maybe Si and Ione - who is actually Josh's ex and that's why Nikki was kinda O_O about going out with him but we'll have to sell how this goes... he's bringing all his mates OMG he wants be to go out with this guy called horse. NO WAY.

Raindrops

2005-07-06T01:42:00.000+01:00

Raindrops... Trickling down my spine, dreams that i have left behind... (song lyrics from an old song i wrote with my friend ^_^)
Anyway had quite a good day at work experience today, was chatting to Rachel and she's been there 7 years! Since she was 14! OMG! It was alright as the people knew me better nad stuff so we were chatting and i still did more washing up than tables but yano, oooh Rachel says i can do the tills on thursday cos i get tommorow off! Yey, school better not find out cos i'm not going there lol i'm stayin at home and typing up what i have of my fantasy story so far, i need to find someway of carrying int on in a wikid way too because it was kind on Hiatus while i had lots of coursework but nah it's back and woo even better.
Nathan's such a prick sometimes. I told him to go to work experience and if Miss Leigthgoe goes round to his house and shouts at him he'll just moan to me about it*sigh*
A whole day of FFX and fantasy tmoro yey i've gone out on my preppy world and into my fantasy world. My mystic side. woo.
There's nothing to talk about really while i'm on work experience. Evil chem teacher who picked me out of the whole year to assign to look after on work experience rings up everyday to check i got there and has to come visit next monday, great O_O at least i can give him this mug that says TWAT! on hehehahahhahahaha *evil cackle* he's soo annoying. But OMG. No more groovy science lessons with all my mates in my lessons. *sob sob*
So yeh, day off tmoro. Not much else going on. blueh blueh.

a ding ding ding weee

2005-07-05T04:15:00.000+01:00

Work experience is kinda shitty. Except from this thing. omg.
There was these fit skater dudes who came in and i was lyk OMG WOW cos more and more kept coming it was like a dream, Lora would have died... anyway they ordered eggy bread so i took them it and then Rachel (who works there at the cafe thing) asked me ot see if her necklace was in the loos so i went to look, opening the door and there was the fittest skater dude taking a piss.
Him: Oops!
Me: Sorry!
Him: O_O
Me: XD
He later gave me a £1 tip afterwards. Great days =P
It was quite shitty but not bad the people are nice - the crazy chef dude had a cup that said TWAT! on it lol and the other works are kewl but all i do is wash up and clear a few things and it's for 5 hours - 1 yeh okay but 5 hours for 10 days is a bit of a pain in the ass. Dear god i hope i don't work weekends.
Anyway got a call off Holly tnite, she's fallen out with Rosi and another mate because they want to do stuff she dosn't and my respect rose for her so much, she has sence does Holly. She wants to meet up with me and Lora at the weekend yey ^_^
NATHAN'S BACK! Now i can run out of free texts in a day lol we send the randomest stuff and tho he sumtimes totally does my head in i have missed him as it has been over 2 weeks since he went on holiday, it feels like 2 month! aha a text. Nathan bitching proberly.
Everything's back to normal XD

Currently Listening to: Evanescence - Bring me to life
Currently Feeling - -.- (So-So)
Currently Eating - Chewy
Currently talking to - Nathan, D-A

Sozza

2005-07-04T06:39:00.000+01:00

Hello,
So sorry havn't updated in a few days i feel bad but i've had so much fun.
Well okay Friday was crap,m found out about Nikki's cousin dying which was really sad (think i mentioned that before =c) but then we went to the park and we were trying to get Nikki to go out with this cute lad called Josh and she was nervous about it but in the end she did. I found out the guy i kinda like (Matty from English) fancies me =P omg wow but he went out with Holly and messed her about a bit so i'm kinda -.- about it but i really like him but i like Holly more...
Anyway on Saturday i ended up going to leeds for a few hours with Lora, Reg and Ross which was alright but we didn't do much but then me, Nikki and George went to the Navvy and got on the bouncy castle there (it's a pub) and went in the play area and stuff and met my mate Kim from ages ago and now Kim is like in our group and we're great mates. We hung out with her for rest of the day and then went to the station and went on the bouncy castle there and saw James Bennett (Ledgend lol) abnd got videos and stuff of him being piled on. I also stayed at Kim's last night which was kewl, we were watching American Pie 2 i love that film "Stiflers mom" lol anyway then we went to Leeds today and were terrozing the neighbourhood.
Basically it rocked. XD
Shitty work experience tmoro. Shit. Scared. O_O

Pyromaniac

2005-06-30T05:14:00.000+01:00

Today.

Pros

I got a two weeks physics extension unlike the rest of my class because sir kind of likes me now i try harder in lessons and he found out i didn't set Sally's hair on fire ^_^

Lunch time was kewl just sitting in Si's tutor chilling.

Hearing some good gossip yesturday that i forgot till today then rembering it XD

Getting to take the piss out of piddy maths teacher... evil.... bitch....

Getting on bus in morning with Kim.

Looking forward to big brother and the new housemates - Get rid of Saskia!

Getting my £50 Monthly allowance ^0^ yey ^_^

Cons

Looking at my pile of coursework for Geography that i have to do or i will get screamed at or even worse hugged sympathetically by Fowler.

The rain. Boo.

Having to walk home and saw 2 or 3 buses go past.

Miss not being there in music so i have no idea what to do for my "Music for special occasions" piece in the subject i adore.

Realising i have a spanish coursework controlled writing up thing tmoro and i have revised my coursework.

Realising that no-one will be there was they are going to Wakey college.

Realising i have food tech.

Realising life is very boring and a bit shitty at the moment.

Everything is going so slow it's shitty. Have shitty work experience at that shitty cafe for two whole bloody weeks next week, my mate all have good placesi mean Nikki only has to qwork 2 hours at a nursery - why couldn't have i done that? Why was i ill on the day we had to hand them in? WHY? Then Miss Leigthgoe the cow made a big deal about it then fucked up my chance of getting the Kingfisher job by mixing up my forms so i got a shitty crap job i hate and don't want to go to and i can't wear the jeans i love. Great days. NOT. Just looking forward to sat - going to Leeds with Lora and "crew" lol and going out at night with Nikki and people.
Yey RICHARD'S BACK! STOP THAT BUS!
aLSO THERE WAS SOMEONE ON THE gEOGRAPHY VIDEO CALLED "mSRROW" ME AND sALLY WERE WETTINGO URSELFS oops capps lol but Marrow is or was but isn't as much, my big whole word thingy and stuff and hehehehehe Piddy is a marrow - the E theory. I have to give that to Sal. She's great.
I will post pics soon i'm thinking and get a new blog outlay thingy. I'm off to check my bebo and how people have done on my quiz. Life is not that bad...

So pissed off.

2005-06-28T15:14:00.000+01:00

I was so pissed off i couldn't type about it yesturday. SO annoyed.
My biatch of a maths teacher moved me down sets for nothing. Anyway from my best friends and started saying i never tried when i put so much effort into that stats exam. I was so upset because i am actually one of the highest pupils in that class that i got my dad to ring up.
That did nothing.
So i'm in set two from september, but i get to sit with Holly i think YEY.
But i don't see what i did wrong - apart from being alive. She haes me. I hate her.
Batey is such a ledgend tho.
i was all upset yesturday so he went and told her to fuck off!! Him and stef were walking dwon the corridor when evil teacher comes out of her room, Batey just wlks up to her and goes "Fuck you!" she goes, "Who were you talking TO?" and Batey goes, "You!" and he got a weeks worth of detentions. So worth it. I love him bless him lol.
It's just annoying. So much coursework but i don't have the strength to do it all. Especially Geography eek all in for friday 5 pieces 8 or so pages.
HELL.
Anyway Piddy just keeps having a go at me in maths but i'm not working. Sally rebelled today. Pretty funny to watch.
Glad to be back on SEF to talk to Ashe, Riyuki etc...
been boring. Not much ahead either.

Wikid

2005-06-26T19:56:00.000+01:00

Yesturday was quite fun. First went to town with Lora and Reg and her mates for a bit, Kept seeing Holly and everyone. Found out something really sad that i don't really want to repeat. XC
Anyway it was quite fun and okay, especially when i got home...
i went out at night with Nikki, Georgi and Si and we went to this local pub with an idoor play area and had a ball fight and then went outside and Nikki was teaching little kids how to do certain hand movements and we had to go when they started to repeat them to their parents! Ooops! :P Then we came back to this tiny park round my area and my mates dare in to lean right forward on this little bike (apparently it's great days who knows) but i leaned back and fell off and knackered my knee lol :lol: yey no P.E for me :D Then i ordered a pizza to my house so my dad got pissed off and made me pay for it then took the fuse outa the plug in my room and hasn't put it back yet...
So i can't play FFX. Which i want to. My dad has gone swimming and left it out.
Grrrr. I want my plug. I want to invite Stef over too to do the Zanarkand Trials on FFX for me. Tight but true. She will proberly be grounded tho. As she always it. Her parents are skanks.
Anyway so Yeh. Not much to say. pretty good weekend. Need to get dressed and stuff now.
Wishing that we had a week off school. Wishing so much.

Weekend

2005-06-25T05:20:00.000+01:00

Finally the week is over - it seems like it's been years!!
The exam was actually okay. Not as bad as i thought. Watch me fail now after saying that =P lol
Anyway not much been going on, has been a pretty fun day really. Except spanish, as boring as ever. And i have some food tech exam on monday... and i have no idea about it and when it is etc. Oh well. I don't like food tech anyway.
Lalalalala after all this i don't even know if i am going out tmoz. Invited Stef over, hopefully she can do the FFX Zanarkand Trial for me XD it's so annoying! It's Like a puzzle and i hate mental stuff like that it's all grrr!!
SEF is very sad as a big member is leaving. I will miss FFP. She's wikid. Hopefully she will come back and visit etc but still, it's a downer.
So i'm just hanging about RPing and stuff, talking to SEF people, waiting for big brother and went i can be bothered to level yup on FFX for the eventual Yunalesca fight.
Oh yeh for work experience teachers pick who they want to go visit. My chemsitry teacher picked me, even tho he hates me? O_O Summint strange about that.
Yeh so have to face gay English on monday. Skived the rest of it after the exam and went to get my Geography coursework (which has like 4 pasges of notes off my teacher which i can't read O_O) but our Geography teacher gave us sweets for "working so hard". Sweetness ^_^ and my Maths teacher (The one who got the head of maths on me -.-) came up to me and stared asking how the stats exam went and stuff. She's being nice for some reason... hmmm.... summint strange about that #2.
Lalala anyway back to SEF and FFX for me.

scared

2005-06-24T00:40:00.000+01:00

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek.
Frickin' exam is TOMMOROW.
TOMMOROW.
OMFG.
I skived today to revise ^_^ hehe but mostly sat and watched crappy TV. There was a really funny episode of 2 Point 4 Children on and these people were stuck on a balcony... anyway it was funny.
OOooh i'm off to Rhodes 5 star on holiday this year - wikid eh? Just for a week but still, how kewl.
Not much to write about today as i havn't been at school. I don't have to go to another lesson of food tech or English this week. Bliss XD
No-body has texted me =( how shocking. Usually when i'm off (which is rare) they text me.
Oh well.
I'm so nervous about my exam. So, so nervous.
But this time tommorow it will be over (unless the 2 and a hlaf frickin' hours gets longer O_O)

Better Day

2005-06-23T02:12:00.000+01:00

Sorry i didn't post yesturday, i had a totally awful day. I didn't feel like talking nevermind writing. Just bitchiness of school and teachers got me down. It was a crappy day really. One of the worst ever. Then i went out with Nikki, Si, George and Fee and felt better ^_^ Also my bio teacher telling me off for laffing at a plant pic that looked like a willy was quite funny too "Becky you are so immature" XD
Less than 2 days till my GCSE Stats exam.
Am going to crap myself.
I'm considering skiving tmoro to revise.
But i'll miss something. I also want to miss english. It's so dull. None of us really like each other so we don't talk. Spanish too, someone i hate is in it. Oh well. Less negatives.

Today was fun!

Just been joking about with all my mates bascially. ASDA was the funnest. Me, Stef, Lora, Acki and Batey when it the caf and bascially made jokes about Batey's friend Davis who he suspects is gay. The things he comes out with O_O I said, "I don't like big spaces" Batey said, "Davis does!" It just sounds funny lol. Lunch was funny, just hung out with Ione, Nikki, Fiona, Georgi and Sal. Sally's becoming one of my best friends i think. She rocks.
Done my usual hours on SEF. Ashe has gone offline tho booo she's my online best mate XD
Still considering whether to fake an illness. Comment in GBook people pwease ^_^

On Top

2005-06-21T01:32:00.000+01:00

Gawd, Stef's parents are so harsh. They say they will only let her got to LWV in the holidays (not @ the weekend) and only if she gets above a B in our coursework - we don't find out that for ages. God they are thick. She only gets £20 a month too, and has to live and have a phone. Shocking.
Oh well.
No much happened today really. English - doing stupid speaking and listening again, stuck in group that one person intimidates me, one i don't know and one is so geeky. Gawd. We have to stick in these groups for another 2 lessons also. Fab -.-
P.E - actually quite enjoyable, which is strange. I like my teacher and lots of my mates are in that class e.g Nikki, Fee, Ione, Sarah, Nat.... Even comando Kieron is XD LOL
I.T - boring. SEF and stuff is blocked by websence so just browsed bliss magazine webby.
Physics - Okay actually, except we're still in a gayass seating plan, which sucks. But i kept going over nad talking to my mates and kinda, get involved. I still don't like the subject tho >.<
Maths - Alright, i got 17/22 on this mock stats thing, even tho i did cheat for a couple of marks. But still. For me that's good ^_^ Sally went to dentist, so i was left with Kim. Enthralling O_O
Tmoro:
English: Most hated lesson for many reasons.
History: BOREDOM
Chemsitry: Test results back, i'm actually quite optimistic this time, as i got more than i thought i would. Get to have fun and chat to Nikki, Lora and Sally also.
Maths: Egh. At least Sal's back.
Biology: Most hater teacher who will proberly mention the "dickhead" incident. Oh well. I get to sit with Lora, i got moved from 2 best friends to one - come on what kind of move is that? He spends so much time bumming his fave student he is never at the front watching anyway. Haha i got his picture off the school webby and put "Dickhead" over it. Quite funny. Can't be assed to upload tho at the mo.

lalalalalalalala. Nathan's apparently gone to the Dominican Republic. Hilton hotel my arse.
I can't be bothered to go to school tmoro. Too many bitches. My ex-best friend acting like a fake slappa. We had a good bitch in physics.

** New thing**

Hightlight of the Day: Holly and Rosi bringing up an old song i made up at Prim ary school that we all used to sing.
Lowlight of the Day: English groupings.

Hmm. Hungrey. Need food. =P

Glass Arsewipe

2005-06-19T23:48:00.000+01:00

OMG i'm stuck in doing coursework -what a geek me, what a geek! I have a frickin' essay on the Glass Menagerie to type up and improve and some original writing to do. My strength would be original writing, but it has to be based on a poem and i can't make it like fantasy and mysthical about "Island Man" O_O
So...... *types away*...
" When they are together, there is a feeling that Laura feeling intimidated, sometimes even scared, by her mother’s actions. They is because Amanda doesn’t understand her daughter’s feelings fully, and believes she is as strong as her – even though she isn’t. When they are in a scene together, occasionally Laura’s stage directions can occasionally be described as “Despairingly,” and “frantically.” This shows how hard is trying to avoid doing something. "
^ What shite. I am shite at english when i get told what i have to do, if it was "Do your own fantasy story" I'd be top marks, but analysing and all that the importance of the word "Then" It means, "Then" DUH!
aaaaw the "Someday the dream" tune form FFX has just come on my media player. Maskes me wana abandon coursework and go plasy, but i would get like 6 detentions in a day. Aaaaw i love the music, even if it is a midi file ^_^ la la la la lalala...
*wakes up* woah okay, just done feck all today. Been on the hours of SEF *waves hi to SEFers* and been doing coursework. Thriling. Great Days. Errr no.
OOh a flicker of the screen... oooh a text... ooh "Sighs" by JT... YEY...
She's doing glass arsewipe essay as well.
Can't escape.
Must get out.
Aah!
I would love to go to a random filed and run, like the calm lands in FFX, excpet sometimes they arn't that calm O_O oh well, i'd still love to do it... and ride a chocobo... wee... aww end of FFX music... it'll be something right popy now that i need to delete... i hate Pop now...
Rumours by Lindsay Lohan. Told ya. This song is okay, i've heard better. Nathan is LL Obssesed, well used to be, in a strange way, with this song.
Why lalalala i'm gonna live my life lalalala...
Anyway...
The weather is still too hot!! It's not fair, bring on the thunderstorm that was meant to happen!! I HATE HOT WEATHER FOR LOTS OF REASONS:

1. It's just yukki
2. It's too hot to sleep
3. I like snuggling up in front of a fire... that can't happen in summer
4. I get... *evil* freckles...
5. All the annyoing kids go out in the street and start squeeling...

lalala anyway better get back to all my gayass coursework *sigh* O_O all i wanna do, is play FFX *makes up song* XD
NO, NOT GWEN SETFANI!!
*turns off*
Maroon 5 - better *slips into sleep* ^_^

Blahhh

2005-06-18T22:52:00.000+01:00

OMG, it's saturday and yet again i'm stuck in doing buggar all. What is it with me? Sunday's i usually go out now. Well i did go out yesturday. Blahh.
Lalalalala havn't done much. The usual hours on SEF combined with watching crap TV for a bit and lieing in till nearly 12.
Oh yeh i straightened my hair, kewlness.
Oh i hope i don't have to go out today, it's too hot. Nikki and Georgi have fallen out anyway so i don't think they will be coming down. Oh well, i'd rather stay in anyway. I hate summer in the UK, hate hate hate it. I love winter, getting snuggly in a new coat and sitting by a warm fire on the dark nights. Great days.
2nd Lightwater Valley trip next weekend. Last time it was me, Nathan and Stef - but Nathan's gomne on holiday (2 weeks free from moaning woo) and me, Stef and Lora are going. It sounds good, duno if it will go head mind, i'm brokey from going out.
I need to do stats revision. In a week it will all be over. Phew. lalalalalala am very bored. Think i'm going to go play FFX. Sorry for the crap entry.

Ledgends.

2005-06-18T05:44:00.000+01:00

Quite an eventful day actually.
I had my first ever ride in a taxi alone to Nikki's house - pretty scary this morning but nah it was fine. The driver was humming to himself *big scary* but nah, was kewl. Better than walking.
God i'm skint. Nikki has over £500 on her bank card and her mum gave her £40. I had £20 and £0.07 on my bank card. Thrilling, or should i say enthralling! (Hehe i love taking piss outa chemistry)
Wakey definatly is chav central. YUKKIE. I only got a £2.50 lip gloss in the end, and it's pink. Nikki says it's purple but it's PINK. 100%! (We had a 20 min discussion including asking random people about this. Si and George are colour blind, they said purple, but Fee said Pink too ^_^)
After town we went to Nikki's for a chip butty (great days XD) and just hung out in calder grove and stuff. It was pretty kewl. Nikki's lover boy came out so she was happy, even tho he held back from saying something about me because he said it was tight, proberly call me fat or summint and compared to my size 8 mates i am (even tho i'm only a size bigger O_O) but oh well. No everyone can be stick thin i suppose. I just would have liked to hear it.
lalalalala i missed the big brother evictiion by like 2 minutes. Shocking. Now i have to wait half an hour to find out who's coming out. I might log on MSN, or should i say WEB MESSENGER as my MSN has broke (tosspots -.-)
ah well. Don't know what else to type. It's unlike me, i usually can talk for England. hahaha it's quater to ten. I left a reminder on Nikki's phone to go off now:: "Suck off Mr Bradshaw."
How rude. She hate's mr bradshaw. mhahahahahaha. hahaha Mr Rawling heard me call him a dickhead on thurs. Great days.
Saw this boy called loose hanging Lee on the way home, you can proberly guess why O_O - he's a ledgend too.

Long Weekend

2005-06-17T01:36:00.000+01:00

Woo finally it's the long weekend, no school, no hassle, no pressure for 3 whole days.
lalalalala. I'm lovin' it.
Today was the usual, Biology with my hated teacher was a bit more excited - we did a disection of a Kidney. I would poke it *poke* but not touch it or so go within a meter of it - it smelt like rank. It had bits of sheep wee left in it O_O so i flicked some water all Sally and she thought it was Sheep wee and started freaking out lol bless her ^_^ (she got me back at lunch tho...)
Food - We were just talking about Tom going to an adution for the TV show "My parents are aliens" - lol how kewl is that? My Tom on TV! He's a great performer though, all round, wow woo! We had Miss Brent too - a slack supply teacher, so we could do anything hehehe ^_^
Spanish - dull, dull, dull, boring, a lecture as 8 people didn't have their coursework, amazingly i was hgood and had mine *innocent* ^_^ So did Lora! *dies with shock* - she never usually does!! ::
Lunch - pasty and half a brownie followed by revenge Sally style: throwing my shoo down the embanking never the beck river. So i stung my toe on a basturd nettle getting it back, so i threw the nettle at Sally (being too retarded to realise that if i picked it, it would sting my finger too) and she nearly pushed her year 7 brother in ^_^ Oh great days.
Music - the best lesson. We went in the recording studio and checked out all the gadgets and were laffing at a guitar tunner that sounded like the crazy frog. Gay Tom (This REALLY horny lad) was poking me and laughing whenever this rude sounding keyboard technique was used... hehe loooser =P
English - Got told off by miss blonde-and-retarded for drawwing on Matty's ear - what else is there to do in her lessons? Thank god me and Stef got to go see this pink shirted dude who helps us all (even tho we are top set) and got a proper lesson, he's a so better teacher than her. Matty bust my tip ex by stabbing it with a compass (clever O_O) so it leaks everywhere now lol - is this what i am fancying? But he does look nice covered in pen and Tip-Ex. Oooh ^_^
Also found out all the details of Nikki and this lad last night. Apprently she had her hands down his kegs all night and nearly got off with him, yet they're not going out.... =o... might have been fun if i'd gone out actually, oh well. I'll get over it. Another set of "Kinky-Friends." I need a kinky biatch. Everytime Lozzi sees matty she whispers "Eccles Cake" lol it's kinda funny XD
Not much else happened, went to ASDA, Batey started talking about the time he nearly lot a nipple diving in Cyprus O_O Then i came home and went on SEF. Tommorow me and Nikki are off to cinemas and maybe Sally, should be kewl, gotta skank my dad tho as i've nearly spent my £50 monthly allowance whoopsi and i still have father's Day to pay for.
lalalalala. My life is kinda O_O i guess. Unthrilling.
I have no texts. i have no credit. I have no money.
Shocking.
I was trying to work out something before, am i preppy? We don't use the word here i know but still i wear labels and stuff and act that why sometimes but am a bit of a rebel and too random, and not a "player" girl, i've had few boyfriends, but do care. I have loads of flirty friends.
Talking of flirty friends, i went on Luke's website today andhe has pictures of me in year 7 with no make-up and curly brighter hair. Am going to die of embrassment if he does NOT remove them? Oh well, Sarah's is worse hehe but i have a fried egg sweet in my mouth and look retarded. Shows what difference 3 years can do eh?
Plan: going to drink a can of diet coke and then revise for stats exam. If i don't revise i am buggered. Then i will PM Riyuki.
Oh yes, ashe is the best hehe she will be happy now =D
I'll be off then after hours of rambling, 3 days of freedom wooo...
OMG There's cake in the keyboard O_O Wikid ^_^

Ding a Ling

2005-06-16T01:41:00.000+01:00

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala. God it's so strasnge, i can't think of much to right.
Oh yeh, the road safty assembly was really just about road deaths and we had this really sad video of people who had lost their family in it, it was so sad and made me all depressed when walking to physics. I just rebelled the seating plan and went and taslked to my friends, and shouted at my teacher and said he was mean. Dammint i'm meant to be good in Physics now dam dam i want a positive refferal. No time like the present eh to sit with mates tho? Also I'd regret it if they never came back.
Argh >.< dam assembly.
Aah i really can't be bothered to go out tonight. This lad has asked Georgiana round while his girlfriend is out and Nikki wants me and her to go to. I hope they don't come. I can't be arsed. O_O
Nowt really happy in geography, Holly was talking about pasta bake and i thought she said "masteurbate" lol XD
My dad's still at a meeting. Yey. He's annyoing.
OOOOOOOOOOH YES YES YES YES YES!!! Holiday Showdown is on tonight =) Trash TV. I love it.
Just text Nikki telling her i'm not going out, cos i do have loads of coursework, plus i want to start typing Mystic Paradise (my fantasy story) up on the computer ^_^
Ooh ashe is online, more RPing yey. Hehehehe i feel ticklish.
God i'm in a weird mood today. I'm hyper from lack of sugar O_O If that is possible... hmmmmm...
Wow, i can upload files to here!!

hehe oh the dream - PHOTOSHOP. I really, really, really want it to makes sigs and stuff.
I've busted my hour on the net thing. Oops.
lalalala Nikki says it's okay, her mum as told her to go out lol
I really really hate history. My teacher is so dull. Just thought i'd addd that.
Oh i'm having a random day. XD

Yawn

2005-06-15T01:00:00.000+01:00

Boring boring basturds.

God today has been so boring really, and dull and i'm sick of it. Why is everyone at high school so god damn typical and bitchy and just girls. Yuk.

English was boring. Matt went out of the room to go see this teacher (we all have to go everntually) and i was left alone for a long time. The only good thing was me tying Matt's hair up in bobbles, it looked cute ^_^ Then he said, "What do i look like?" And i laughed and went, "A twat," so he pulled it out LoL oh well. Then my teacher started saying sacastically, "Becky hows your essay going, wouldi be impressed if i read it?" so i said, "Actually yes, cos' i've done more than 2 pages." So she told me to stop being cheeky and shut up. Ha. Ha. In her face.
Then History. Holly's been moved so i'm sat with Sarah, Lora and Sarah P. I mean it's okay - but was tones more fun with Holly there tho. Also that was the only time i real got to talk to her. Oh well.
Chemistry - TEST. Wasn't as hard as i thought it would be actually, but still dull. Was fun tho when Mr Bradshaw went walking around the room with a pole, me and Nikki just cracked up laughing, he was like O_O. Oh well. They already think me and Nikki are on drugs for behavior (somebody told all our science teachers that LoL) mha mha. How evil.
Then lunch was okay, the usual. Then in tutir Acki just whipped out a picture of my mates as people from BB and luke was Kemal. He laughed but Amy took it right seriously O_O it was only a joke, and Luke wasn't insulted, so it was okay.
Maths, omg Piddy (teacher) is actually being nice to me and stuff, i'm just like O_O wtf why, but it's better than being told off i s'pose XD and HAHAHAHAHAHA Sally is reserve for the "Maths Challange" a bof convention thing maths challange hahahahaahahahahaha loser lol. No she's not a loser, she's been forced to do it if Louise H dosn't turn up tmoro OMg i'll Piss myself laffin if she has to.
Biology. Lora told me loads of secretcs about her and her "Kinky friend" ex-boyfriend-friend person. It was okay, kinda fun i guess. Then ASDA was the usual binge on Pick & Mix. I have to give that up or i'll be the size of a house.
So anyway. Not much going on, inset day Fri YEY me and Nikki are going somewhere... i hope we go to her house again, it's fun - she has this shocker game that i daren't do LoL.
An Hour + road safty assembly tmoro. Wow the joy.
Anyway, au revior for now.
Leave me comments please!

trying to think of witty comment

2005-06-14T01:33:00.000+01:00

helo =P

^_^ Yesturday was so fun. Me, Lora, Stef, Vice (stef's 20 O_O yes 20 year oled bf) and Nathan went to cinema and pizza hut.
After the cinemas we risked a thunderstorm to get to toys r us - Lora kept splashing me so it turned into a group water fight! Then when we got there it was closing and we got kicked out for playing ipod music through i trip and speakers - great fun ^_^ XD
Then Vic had to get the train back, and when he said his "Goodbye" to Stef we got loads of people cheering! LOLio! TThen we went to pizza hut and we were a bit skint so got a drink to share and a big pizza and one ice cream favtory, which we went back loads for just sweets and it the end it ended up like a minging mess of yukkie poo-like substance:: Nice!! o_O mheee! It was so fun!
Anyway today today today, was okay actually - not bad, not good - average. P.E was okay - aerobics i could do on those box things. English was dull - even Sam and Rory teaching the lesson (badly) couldn't make it interesting! Physics was physics - and we're getting a frickin seating plan when i've been trying hard to be good and in this alphabetically thing all my mates get to sit together and i don't because i'm way down the list! So i have to sit with some people i don't know and get bored for doing nothing! Well i'm just gonna be bad again - sucker. Maths - the heartfel speech from teacher about our stats exam in 1 week 4 days AAAAH! i mean come on, this isn't fair!! But at least my teachers being nice to me, it's so weird because i'm usually getting sent out or whatever! ^_^
I have my hated subjects tommorow too: History (D.U.L.L plus i'm not allowed to sit with my friend =c ), Chemistry (i am the most hated pupil in the class because i started a class mexican wave and sssssshhhiiiitttteeeeeee WE HAVE A FRICKIN END OF UNIT TEST AND IF I DO BAD I MIGHT GET MOVED DOWN WHERE I KNOW NO-ONE IN THE CLASS BELOW !!!! oops caps O_O) ,Biology (Worse - i got sent out for 30 mins last week!!), English (urgh) and Maths (the best lesson of the day - woah ever thought i'd say that!! But still boring!!)
lalalalalala. so that's my life. boring. I want ashe to come online, she's usually online 24-7 but not today, for some reason :(
ah well. That's all my bitching about school for now.

Randomness

2005-06-11T15:19:00.000+01:00

Everything is so random at the moment!

I woke up at 12.43 pm and thought "OMFG how can i be so Lazy??" O_O So i went downstairs, past all the the "Oh look it moves" comments of my dad and ate a baguette roll thing and Dairy Milk fruit and nut chocice thing. That was so random.
And then i just spent the whole afternoon virtually so far on SEF, chatting to my mate Ashe and talking about over endowed giraffes and stuff (i'm so suprised i havn't been warned yet!)
Then i checked up phone (which was on silent) and i'd got texts from Lora at 2 clock saying "we should go shopping LOL" but now it's too late i think as it was 3 when i picked it up. So i sent one back saying we should go to meadowhall tommorow as it has everything, cinemas tec, that dam arcade too. Byut i did once win, £5 in 10ps... when i payed for stuff i got dodgy looks! But i was about 11 then and with Holly and £5 was a weekly allowance then, now i get a resonable £50 a month, which i do survive on, amazingly.
I mean i could have liked to get out today, but i love saturday nights and stuff... ooh wounder if that dance fever program is on? That was pretty kewl to watch.
Aaaah i'm trying to bring myself to do the Bevelle trial on FFX, but i can't be bothered. Even though it's my fave game ever, i've just printed off the guide of how to do it and bugger me it looks so complicated "loop 2, turn here, turn left, lalala" Stef did the last trial for me and stuff, so i didn't have to do it. I'm not that good at them ya see lol i don't know how people did them without guides, they must be braniacs!
lalalala Better get back to SEf now, i need to read Ashe's PM!
Oh yeh a tip: Never try to aim chuddy at a bin which had carpet around it O_O

Bonkers

2005-06-11T00:42:00.000+01:00

Woo hey,

Highlights of the day

* The boy i fancy using my best Pop eyeliner to draw on the english desk (I wasn't sure weather to be mad that he messed up my eyeliner or be hyper because we had such fun that lesson... so i chose hyper XD)
* Going down to the courts at lunch and throwing a shoo which accidently hit my weepy friend and she started crying and watching people take the piss ^_^
* When out of lesson playing knock-a-door-run on my Chemistry teacher who we were too fast for and getting to see his his stressed face hahahaha XD
* Having a whole lesson of geography to do feck all so just lounging around with Sally and Sarah drawing random pics of mates, and they wern't nice i'll tell ya ^_^

So that was my day bascially, then just going to ASDA with some dudes. This is everyday for me. Going to school. Getting told off by some teacher. Bitching about the teacher. Getting wet or killed somehow. Going to ASDA. Eating Unessisarily. Home.
Hey it's a good life XD

** I need some blog comments to lighten my pityful life. If you can sopare a minute to add something random or cheesy or anything i will appriciate it. Now i will go spoon my teacher with a spork (hahahaha Tia =P) Bye. **

Crazyness

2005-06-10T02:40:00.001+01:00

Well hello!! Everyone's been saying "you should get a blog" and stuff and i moved on from carry diaryland to this" My new blog!! Here's a big intro to me, my offline and online mates!

Me
Becky or PG XD
My birthday is 21st Augusts 1990 making me the young age of 14 =( (Fact: Meadowhall shopping centre was opended on my bday)
I live in Yorkshire, UK
I got to a high school O_O yes a school with my friends.
I'm kinda a bit chubby but not fat, average to chubby i'd say. I'm a red head, fiesty ^_^ I hav dark red hair tho, even with Lora's camera my hair looks ORANGE O_O. I wear designer gear, but i'm not a "label freak!" (What Steffie calls me!) I have green eyes and size 5 feet. Oh yeh i'm small too, a 5 foot 2 (and a half... don't forget that half =P)
I'm a bit O_O and ^_^ and XD at the same time i guess. XD when randomly hyper (70% of time) ^_^ when feeling sweet (20% of time) and O_O when pissed off with teachers (10% of time). Teachers don't get my randomness i guess, i'm just me. Well some teachers like me and have a laugh, and some (Biology -.-) are like "You're being rude"
Just take a joke dude =P
blah blha that just me. School is for having fun, and the only subject i really like is music. Music i adore, it's just reasy and fun and influentual in a away. I s'pose i'm academic in the top setsw and things but i just do what i'm asking. I don't care about them. Especially science and statitics. My chem and bio teachers hate me anyway, they say i "Talk too much" and "Need to concentrate" and have "Potential" i sweat if someone says potential once again i am goingto have to whack them! Anyway before i go into a rant i'll move onto the people i hang out with (They will never see this... some i can say my true feelings... right?)

Lora
One of my best mates.
She's just generally wikid. She'll spend a whole day listening to music and chilling out or running around Leeds flashing buses with her ace mates! She lives quite a away away from me and has wikid mates where she lives too which i love! Reg and everyone! In school Lora can be seen kinda quiet but she is wild at heart! We are always on the same random wave length talking about our fave boys (Kinky Biatchs!) She likes a certain KB boy and i know he would go out with her if she'd just ask grrr!! Oh well! That's Lolly for ya!

Steffie
Another best mate.
Stef and me are like the troublesome two. Well thats our nickname with teachers in the maths department. We can't shut up or stop doodling on stuff. We've been split up in maths 5 times and have loads of detentions over it but we don't really care! Lives for living eh? and we do. We just have loads of fun and stuff. After school with me, Steffie, Lora and Nathan at ASDA is fun (explain more later) Steffie just understand my randomness like sending pictures iof melons wearing chav hats etc. She's always grounded though or got no money. I'm glad my dad's not that harsh.

Nathan
Okay in the 4 muskateers i would be "Hyper", Lora "Random", Stef "Wee" and Nathan "Spoilt"." he's a lguh and fun and stuf but by god is he spoilt by his parents and bloody hell does he moan about it, "My ipod case was only £25" ONLY? He just moans about his £££££££ pocket money and goes shopping more times than me and i'm a girl. Bless him, he is a mate and funny and stuff but there's some things about him that really piss me off (i hope he dosn't read this O_O)

Nikki
Nicola (Nikki) is another best friend.
She's wikid, but she's like in the 2nd friendhsip groups. She's recently got moved into our science, with times like randomly shouting "That's a bloody big bird" and "I'm a pony!" We're well known among staff room teacher bitchings (we heard them ^_^) She sometimes comes down to wherei live with Georgiana and we just hang out and stuff and randomly find trolleys and scooters and stuff, they might come down tonight actually, you never know... XD

Sally
Most people see her as someone who just follows us, but i've become quite good mates recently. When i got moved from Steffie in maths it was Sally or a smelly boy, so i chose Sally (Bad luck stef =P) and she's kewl. We just take the piss outa Piddy (our big shiny nosed teacher) and write about her and other teachers in various storyboards. Paticipates in the randomness but and is starting to have absorbed some. That's my girl.

Georgiana
Simon's gal lol. She's the thinnist person i know, she is so lucky! She's a kewl and kind person bascially who if dared to, will do stuff and shouted at old grandma's who piss us off round the street! And will pull off stealing a trolley very well!

Luke
Perverted. Little. Boy. At only 4 foot 10 or whatever he's little enough to fit in your pocket, and tties to by feeling up every girl in sight. He can be sweet and stuff but very annoying at times, especially when you're pissed off or whatever and you just want him to go away. He belives he's gods gift - errrr... no.

Sarah
Aaaaaw i've known Sarah since little school, he's kinda quiet but reliable and stuff and lets me copy her in history. She is actually one of the quiestest people i know O_O shocking but yeh she's the average girl who really wants to be a good student (runs off to lessons so not late etc) but she's also a good friend who speaks the honest truth.

Acki
Bless him i threw a whole bottle of water over him today. But he knows i'm just pissing about. We like to beat each other up, like i did when he came after me with too. He's the same height as me now, which is quite scary as he used to be very little like Luke.

Holly
She was my best friend for god knows how many years at little school. I love her. She's wikid. We have loads in common really we sit in history and natter so much we get moved all the time and yeh she hangs in a different group usually but we're still good friends, and the groups merge a lot also. Holly is very random and funny and good with the lads, she has a 9 month relationship that ended recently (but Pedro is a queer dickhead O_O and everyone hates him now) But anyway, Holly's just Holly. We talk about serious stuff too, but have more jokes "David Beckham" LOL

Rosie
Holly and Rosie were the names i most have said most in my life and they used to be my little school mates. They were the people i had my first trip everywhere with. Rosi's a kewl rebel, she can pull off the hair, attitude and style in a way that teachers can let her off usually (unlike me, they find me either sweet or annyoing ^_^) and she's a laugh "Mrs Warboise!" LOL XD

Others
Erm well Ione, Fiona, Sarah P, Demi, Tom etc are mates too and they are kewl XD I have a fair few friends huh? Also there's Jenna, Jade and Jo from holidays.

Online

JoJo forums and Swedeland

Pinky
Martin
Jason
Jane
Sophie
Kirsty

SEF

Ashe
Tia
RW
DK
Most people.

I loveall my mates. They're like family to me ^_^

What much more can i say? You know most now? So get a cup of tea, a biscuit and sit down and prepare for good times, bad times, pissed off times, hyper times, rating times.
And the Insane world of me.

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